In a moment so quick it opened, a place I never knew existed, the dark hole pulling me towards it's depths. I knew that if I fell, it would swallow me, never letting me leave.
There was no warning, no preparation, no way to anchor myself to safety. Helpless I tettered towards the dark abyss. No shelter, no way out.
No warning, no way to prepare
The dark hole opens before me, pulling me closer
helpless, I have no anchor
No one can help me, no one sees this darkness except me
I know if I fall I will never return.
Hopeless, no one hears my cry
I fall towards it
Closer and closer it beckons me
The dark hole, of no return.
Lady Doll
So beautiful
Thank you for sharing
You're creations are from the heart and soul
Love and light
~Divine
Sleep eludes me, and peace is no where to be found
But truths are creeping in, and they bring my soul comfort.
I can see the beauty in real love
I know how precious life is
I can feel such joy in having family and friends who love me, and who I love
Life isn't always fair, but there are always things to find joy in.
Sharing pain, and sharing joy
Knowing all you have to offer is yourself, and it's enough
Life is full of beauty, if you are open to it.
Thankful I can be open to it.
I don't have to seek out the company of strangers
I have so many who love me for me.
They love my heart, the way I give without asking anything in return
They love me for me, not for the way I look or what I can give them.
I'm blessed, and God has given me these gifts. I won't change who I am - I don't want to be anyone but myself.
I like who I am.
I'm proud of who I am
I don't have to pretend to be someone else to gain approval.
And I'm glad I realize that.
It's ironic that my last post before this one was so full of hope...life seemed right again. Finally. Everything feels like an illusion now. Thank you for reading - it's hard to share, still.
Today my soul cannot be quiet
Questions with no answers
A reality that only existed in my mind
How do you trust again?
Can we ever believe in anything when all your faith is destroyed?
I must fight to take the high road - I don't want the evil that came into my life to consume me.
Questions, but no answers.
Just let me have a little peace for a moment.
Thank you so much my dear friend!
One day the clouds part, and you realize that the sun will shine again, you will laugh again, and life will go on.
It's unexpected, something you never thought could happen again.
The pain is still there, settled into a corner, and I know I'll visit it again and again
But there is a place with light again.
Finally
Thank you Clay! I love the picture you posted...can that be my signature for now? I will have to find some more pics I think reflect where I am right now...
I'm still learning how this works...but thank you for your warm welcome everyone.
In a moment so quick it opened, a place I never knew existed, the dark hole pulling me towards it's depths. I knew that if I fell, it would swallow me, never letting me leave.
There was no warning, no preparation, no way to anchor myself to safety. Helpless I tettered towards the dark abyss. No shelter, no way out.
No warning, no way to prepare
The dark hole opens before me, pulling me closer
helpless, I have no anchor
No one can help me, no one sees this darkness except me
I know if I fall I will never return.
Hopeless, no one hears my cry
I fall towards it
Closer and closer it beckons me
The dark hole, of no return.