CAMELOT FANTASIES
CAMELOT FANTASIES => Metamorphoses Evolved => Topic started by: Divine Metamorphoses on January 16, 2017, 02:50:20 am
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Mixed emotions erupted as the final details were stating me in the face
It’s an end and a new beginning
Yet here we are contemplating both to exhaustion
Fears surface, angst ridden for the future
Sadness fills the passing of the days into years
Movies keep playing in the minds eye
Expressing both happiness and sadness in tears
The big unknown is stamped into memories of yesteryear
Unbeknownst to what will be from this moment on
All I know it’s filled with delicious excitation
Those who think they know me, don’t
How could they, when I keep discovering new
Only God knows, I am so fine with that
Cause I Love Him Ferociously and benevolently
~Divine
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Don’t tell me you love me
Then walk away and go
~Divine
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Watching You’ve Got Mail.
Turning point in many lives involved in the story.
Lives entwined, whilst sending archaic emails on dial up.
We’re coming into 5G networks.
Wow.
Then chance meetings with people you write to and have not met.
Even in the same city.
Twitter or any social media where we hide behind avatars that do not show our selves.
Mixed emotions come bubbling up as it’s Christmas Eve.
2020 has been so difficult
2020 has also been new beginnings for me
Maybe it’s time to take a plunge. Let’s see
Endings are inevitable.
Transmutation is inevitable
I desire this.
Pushed into a difficult position.
Do I still strive
Or do I surrender.
All relationships are being questioned.
Didn’t realize mine with My Father would be
Yet I’ve asked forgiveness.
Grateful for so many things.
Tears have spilled forth effortlessly these last few nights.
Strange. My silence has not triggered anything in those close.
Relationships.....change. All the time.
I do too.
~Divine
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Pressure builds up
A hurricane of emotions
Swirl around a veil of fog
Only to break open into a torrential
Downpour
We mimic the weather
~Divine
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Just because you treat people with respect and loyalty
Mistake is when you realize it is not reciprocated
Acting temporarily
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Twitch of my lips
A facade that appears as though I am happy
Involuntarily changing to a smirk
Tapping my fingertips
At my temples
Wanting this dull ache to disappear
~Divine
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What an incredible thing to do....
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Trauma disturbs our mental balance
Incapacitated blunt trauma to the head
Affecting cognitive functions regarded as normal
The ability to accomplish the simple action
Of putting one foot in front of the other
Slow walk, basic actions
Inspiring to see them active in our society
Be kind
~Divine
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Those closest snap
Make judgements that
Hurt deep and quick
Smiles hide the manipulations
Masks frozen emotionless
The need to be right
Pushes propriety to the side
Egos need to usurp
Friendships destruction
Years to build
Moments to destroy
~Divine
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Uniforms
Police, Firemen,
Surgeons, nurses,
Construction crew,
Athletic gear
Girl at the make up counter
No thought about wearing the uniform
Roll out of bed
Shower
Jump into the uniform
And go perform the service
Uniforms worn by every individual on this planet
Even those who "think" they are Not
Wearing a uniform
Shaking the unthinking momentum
Shaking up the conundrum
~Divine
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Did you ever feel like you belonged
At school, in groups, social media
We all try to fit in
Try to be something we are not
Through dress, opinions, vocation
Wanting, no needing to please
Every single one of us has experienced
Some type of bullying
Where 2 or more people who seem more powerful
Pick on you incessantly
Seemingly
Like an exact opposite view
Not true
There is joy in fitting in
Despair in being the odd one out
The outsider has always been
The person you look in the mirror
Show the outsider some love
~Divine
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I often wondered
If I could survive
If you died
Just didn't realize
I would find out
So soon
~Divine
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Running my fingers across the ivories
White keys with a touch of black
Music subliminally calming
The fire deep inside
The beast that needs to control
Keeps coming back
For more
Multiple personalities reside
In one body
In one soul
~Divine
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Washing away the tears
That stained her cheeks
She has forgotten how many days
Have past
It feels like weeks
Realizing succumbing to new fears
That erupted with self doubt
Couldn't shake it off
Feeling sucked into the dark abyss
Releasing by breathing deep
Feeling better
With a scream and shout
She longed for his forgotten kiss
Dead and long gone
Slowly becoming a distant memory
~Divine
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Required to share remnants of yourself
Pieces that are familiar
Shards that are unfamiliar
Recovering lost parts of self
Discovering new sides
When pushed to the limit
Appear out of the blue
Surprising everyone
Including you
~Divine
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Scream loud
Take the deepest breathe imaginable
And just
Scream
Liberating
~Divine
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Well aware
That we compartmentalize
Small sections on how to survive
On our journey through life
Bursting forth to feel alive
Small sections of ourselves
Selectively choosing
Who gets to see what?
Which selection of the thousands
Upon thousands that evolve
In our lifetime of experiences
I have come to realize
I am one of more than ten thousand
Feeling all parts
Floating around
Some distinctive genders
Quite a few genderless
Some highly sexual
With the need to color everything
Naughty
Some asexual
Reserved and intellectual
Pragmatic yet salacious
Conundrum is not a simple thing
No matter how we view it
Conceptually we change
As do our emotions
As the seasons change
Always evolving
Learning
Accepting and at times
Dissolving parts we need
No longer
Introspection
Has a way of getting down and dirty
To finally let the light shine
Even if were filthy and muddy
~Divine
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Triggers caused by warped thoughts
Confusion seems to elevate the delusions
Some things cant stop
Others better I forgot
Strange how trust seems to have fallen
At the bottom of the list
That and integrity
Keeping one's word
Believed to be old school
Lost all sincerity
Taking the high road
Learning to let go
When I have always been
The one that cares too much
The one you can lean on
The one that will listen to you
The one that is there by your side
The one that will scream with you
Only to realize, it was never reciprocated
I guess friendship means more to me
Than it ever did to you
Blinders and rose tinted glasses
Off and shattered
Have to open my eyes
And actually see
If it never mattered to you
It didnt
Then it was all a lie
Here is what I dont get
But why?
~Divine
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Excitement surges
Simply knowing
You need me
As I need you
~ Divine
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Love is all around
Every season has it's glory
Winter invaluable time of introspection
Spring leaps forward
Thawing into rebirth
Summer basking in natures changes
Sun's rain giving gentle kisses
To the earth
Bringing forth splendiferous
Harvest in the Autumn bloom
Vast and plenty
Repetitive the cycle begins
Love's many stages mirrors
Natures bounty
Cascading like the waves of the ocean
Ebb and flow
Allowing the many stages of
Love to grow
Simplistic
For all the emotions attached to love
Appears to be more of a
Roller Coaster
Up and down and all around
Melting of the ice
Birth of something new
Even in the old
Blossoming in the love given
And received
Bountiful in the intimacy shown
Where Love entwines
Passion and excitement
All of the planets creatures
Benefit from Love
Love is all around
~Divine
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Mystery lies between the sheets
Like secrets
Beguiling whispers deliver shivers
Fantasy entwined a dream like state
Chills creep up my spine
Excitement makes me quiver
Winning at a game of chess
Check mate
Withholding increases the mystery
Silence leaves everything behind
~Divine
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I love your latest poem. Thank you very much for sharing.
Thank you Lady Ann 💖❤
You're welcome, Lady Divine.
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Patterns duplicated
Patterns reveal truths
Patterns are habitual
Victims often not heard
Victims looked as liars
Victims forgotten
~Divine
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Familiarity breeds contempt
Hmmm
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I love your latest poem. Thank you very much for sharing.
Thank you Lady Ann 💖❤
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I love your latest poem. Thank you very much for sharing.
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Burning pages of historical past
Versions vast and varied
Some relations were built to last
While others are dead and buried
Knowing when to let go
And say good bye
Particularly once you don't
See eye to eye
Lessons evolve
We never know what tomorrow brings
Only time will let us know
~Divine
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Destiny brought us together
Fate tore us apart
~Divine
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Exploring the arts
To enhance the education
A great cause for assisting artists
Roast of Alec Baldwin
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Love is all there ever is....
Why do we always question it?
~Divine
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Out in the open for all to see
Yet hidden right under their noses
Expressions of love, are real to me
Not from those who opposes
Time and space
Humans developed
To instill fear
Looking at you face to face
In your arms I'm enveloped
Love breaks away all fears
Love is the answer
Animals love unconditionally
We humans need to learn
Break away the conditions
And just love
~Divine
I love this 1. Thank you very much for sharing.
Thank you Lady Ann 😊❤
You're welcome, Lady Divine. :0)
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Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
There is someone for everyone
We are far more scepticle, as we get older
Being lucky to be with the one
Destiny or fate
Intervenes
Depends on what we believe in
Before it's too late
~Divine
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Out in the open for all to see
Yet hidden right under their noses
Expressions of love, are real to me
Not from those who opposes
Time and space
Humans developed
To instill fear
Looking at you face to face
In your arms I'm enveloped
Love breaks away all fears
Love is the answer
Animals love unconditionally
We humans need to learn
Break away the conditions
And just love
~Divine
I love this 1. Thank you very much for sharing.
Thank you Lady Ann 😊❤
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Out in the open for all to see
Yet hidden right under their noses
Expressions of love, are real to me
Not from those who opposes
Time and space
Humans developed
To instill fear
Looking at you face to face
In your arms I'm enveloped
Love breaks away all fears
Love is the answer
Animals love unconditionally
We humans need to learn
Break away the conditions
And just love
~Divine
I love this 1. Thank you very much for sharing.
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Out in the open for all to see
Yet hidden right under their noses
Expressions of love, are real to me
Not from those who opposes
Time and space
Humans developed
To instill fear
Looking at you face to face
In your arms I'm enveloped
Love breaks away all fears
Love is the answer
Animals love unconditionally
We humans need to learn
Break away the conditions
And just love
~Divine
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Don't claim to love me
Show me
Don't tell me
I am the only one for you
Show me
Don't give me examples
Of what to expect
Show me
Show me with your eyes
Lovers speak volumes
When the souls connect to souls
There is so much more to discover
Show me
~Divine
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Moments shared with you
Erupt delicious memories
A smile crosses my lips
Realizing in the height of our love
Filled with laughter
A swift turn of reality
Thoughtful reminders of extreme starkness
Dr Jekyl and Mr Hyde
~Divine
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I’ve caught myself thinking of you again
Unbeknownst to me
You walked right into a memory
Which changed my trajectory
Feeling the elation and the aches
Of days gone by
~Divine
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Put it all on the line
Against all the naysayers
You’re onto something different
Outside of the box
Let go
Release and do it
~Divine
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Visible in her invisibility
Opening the window
Where the doors were slammed shut
Seeing the ray of light
Stream through the cracks
To heal the dead black night
Hope springs eternal
It’s being aware of all the signs
For the signs are surrounding
Enveloping with limitless
Possibilities
Just allow
~Divine
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Anxiety ridden thoughts
Leading to panic attacks
Fears letting the walls to close in
On you
Breathing is difficult
A band preventing the lungs to
Fill with oxygen at full capacity
Feeling as though a frog is lodged in your throat
Letting go of the inability to move forward
By catatonically forcing control
On the future
When all you need to do is appreciate the NIw
Presents in the present
~Divine
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Greatest show on earth starts
With a simple thought
A dream that makes you feel alive
Infused with love
~Divine
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Blessings come at opportune times
Yet blessings that force us out of our reverie
At misfortune times
Are stellar
~Divine
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Sparks of electricity
Electrifying your thoughts
Into action
Soaring in higher elevations
Of passion
Only way to live
~Divine
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Simplicity of passion
Ultimately leads to freedom
~Divine
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It’s the way he stared at me across the room
I felt him
When our eyes connected
I knew what he was thinking
Because I too was thinking
The same thing
~Divine
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Anger disturbs the balance
That only love and kindness can cure
~Divine
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Every step
Brings me closer to you
~Divine
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Looking for inspiration
When all you had to do was
Quiet the mind
~Divine
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It's all about living
Your happily ever after
Every moment
Counts
~Divine
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My Rampage:
I love learning
All the time
I used to hear
You can't be a jack of all trades
You need to focus
I believed that bull ****
I've never been one to follow the crowd
Always been an outsider
I'm so comfortable being ME
NOW
I will always be a jack/ Jackie of all trades
I thrive by learning
All I've learned
Made me who I am today
I love who I am today
And I won't stop learning
I will continue having a thirst for knowledge
Knowledge is Power
Power...I love that!
~Divine
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What have we done in this world
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Blood lines does not a family make
Blessings of friends
In superior family positions they take
Power is a curious thing
~Divine
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Every page you turn
Means you are entering a new phase
That evolution to the story
~Divine
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When your intuitive side alerts you
Pay attention
~Divine
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The secrets shared with those you trust
Deep inside you know they will
Use it against you
You give them the chance to prove you wrong
When they deliver the betrayal
Is when you close the chapter
Nothing more to share
~Divine
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Breaking boundaries doesn't have to be hard
Walk over the barriers
You'll open all possibilities
~Divine
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Don't ask questions
You can't answer
~Divine
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Write your thoughts and feelings
Express from those slight nudgings
Inspiration to act
Occurs
Watch it all unfold
~Divine
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That twisting feeling in the pit of your stomach
That
Where fear gnaws
Feel the long talons
Grasping to keep you
Trust it before
It's scratches you fully
Gut instincts start on a subtle level
Elevated for your full attention
So
Pay attention
It's for your best interest
~Divine
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Even the purest heart
Stumbles + falls
It doesn't matter how many times
One falls
Just keep getting up
It's not over
Even when you cross over
It's just
Different
~Divine
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Love as though you've never been hurt
Only difference
Love as you love yourself
Apply no expectations
There is freedom
In just loving
~Divine
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There is a Magickal way movies transport us
In their storylines
When told with passion
We follow
Willingly
For we want Magick
~Divine
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Similarity
Comparison how
The outgoing couple smile
Incoming facing the truth of what's ahead
Kinda stunned with the reality at hand
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