CAMELOT FANTASIES

It's awful when you just start to cry.
 It just comes on & you've got to work out why.
 You just can't stop yourself but it's because you've been strong too long.
 You've just got to let it out though the time & place is wrong.
 You've taken your refuge in a book for so long that when you don't read you can't cope.
 You really miss your books as they hide the harsh truths from you & you sit & mope.
 You've had a harsh life.
 You only ever have trouble & strife.
 You end up having the sensitivity of a 5 year old.
 You don't want to understand anything anymore that you read or you're told.
 You're ashamed that the least thing said or reminding you of certain memories triggers your tears.
 Depression isn't just an excuse used by cry-babies, it's a condition that should be 1 of your worst fears.
 You're not proud of who you are.
 You think that you'll never go far.
 You hate who you are but you can change that.
 You have the power to change who you are to a certain extent to go to where you want to be from where you're at.
 You see no way out of the position you're in.
 To get back on track you don't know where to begin.
 That is unless you get help or have been in that position before.
 If you've been in that position before you know what's in store.
 You go through your old written work, some of it doesn't work, some does work.
 You work hard to get over it & don't shirk.