CAMELOT FANTASIES

Quote from: Clay Death on February 04, 2014, 01:53:29 pm

I like this picture. This is the first time I am seeing it I must admit. What's that in that glass in front of Andy? Is it wine? Andy doesn't drink so I wonder what that might be?

Looks like apple juice to me.

Hello everyone.

I haven't really been in the mood to post lately. My dog died a while ago and it was really horrible for me. It all happened so quickly and unexpectedly.  I'm still not over it and I think I won't be the same for a while. Getting a new dog is out of question for me at the moment. I don't know where I will be in the next few years. Actually it was my dog which kept me from moving away for all these years. Now I have nothing holding me back anymore. I have my family and friends but they could come to visit me anywhere in the world.

I'm also very heart-broken at the moment. Actually I have been feeling like this for quite some time but always had something to keep my hope alive. Just at the moment I feel like this person is completely slipping away from me. It is a really long story and at the moment it is just driving me insane. If I could, I would spend all day in bed just crying and blaming myself.

Anyway, I'm off to keep myself busy with tennis, TV series and online shopping for make-up and other beauty items.
 

Oh Nikki, I am so sorry for your loss. I've never had a dog but I am perfectly aware of the relationship human beings can have with their pet animals and I know how devastating the loss can be when they pass away. And I love dogs too even though I never had one but this would be one of the reasons why I wouldn't want to have a dog. I get too attached to things I love. My deepest condolences. And yes, you really need to keep yourself busy doing the things you still love. I am sure there are lots of things to keep your mind distracted from both incidents.

I am sorry about the guy as well. Perhaps it's just not meant to be even though I am sure you thought it otherwise and it must feel like another loss, but hopefully in time you will find out. If you like, you can see this as something that was supposed to happen to you at this time and as a pain or suffering that has some great lessons within it. You know how they say when you are older you are wiser. What changes in between then? What makes them wiser? Only experience because experiences have many elements to it that makes you become aware of more things. So if it hurts I am sure it has something in it for you to take it away that will be beneficial for future relationships.

Anyway, if you feel like going away you totally should. Just follow your heart. I am sure your parents will understand. And yes, don't get another dog; not only you don't need a replacement but also you don't want to forget about your old dog that kept  you company all this time. I'd rather go through the sadness than to quickly replace it. Hope you feel better soon. (((hug)))

que pasa Nikki.


I see my friend Maria rafangel is around.


Maria feel free to post anywhere you like.


please make yourself at home.


you are among friends here.


I am out on road with only an iPhone.



I will be to reply more properly when I get home later.

herc, do we now have about 90% Rafa fans here?

Quote from: Clay Death on February 08, 2014, 11:05:22 am

que pasa Nikki.


I see my friend Maria rafangel is around.


Maria feel free to post anywhere you like.


please make yourself at home.


you are among friends here.


I am out on road with only an iPhone.



I will be to reply more properly when I get home later.

herc, do we now have about 90% Rafa fans here?

changing demographics emma darling.


there was a time when all the boards--including the board owners--were heavily invested in Federer.


I think now nadal's popularity is simply soaring in places like china, india, England, and south america.


also I think Federer fans keep running away from us.


I am learning on twitter that a lot of nadal fans also like andy.


I tried to invite some andy fans to Camelot but I never even got a reply.


that nirjhor dude is a huge Federer fan and a member here at Camelot but he has never made a single post here as far as I know.

general viruzzz is pretty damn cool. he is a huge Federer fan but he is also very busy with school.



we cant discriminate obviously. we will take them all.


we want fans of Federer, andy, nole, del potro, jerzy, dimitrov, and all the others too.

Hello everyone.

I haven't really been in the mood to post lately. My dog died a while ago and it was really horrible for me. It all happened so quickly and unexpectedly.  I'm still not over it and I think I won't be the same for a while. Getting a new dog is out of question for me at the moment. I don't know where I will be in the next few years. Actually it was my dog which kept me from moving away for all these years. Now I have nothing holding me back anymore. I have my family and friends but they could come to visit me anywhere in the world.

I'm also very heart-broken at the moment. Actually I have been feeling like this for quite some time but always had something to keep my hope alive. Just at the moment I feel like this person is completely slipping away from me. It is a really long story and at the moment it is just driving me insane. If I could, I would spend all day in bed just crying and blaming myself.

Anyway, I'm off to keep myself busy with tennis, TV series and online shopping for make-up and other beauty items.
 

hola nikki.


I am very sorry to hear about your loss. please stay strong.


you have friends here nikki. please don't feel alone.

One thing I am inherently lazy about is to check my posts before posting them to avoid mistakes like spelling, grammar etc. On top of that, I have this special talent  to leave out key words in a sentence that can actually potentially change the whole meaning of it. Einstein once said, 'of all things I've lost, I miss my mind the most'. Amen to that, Sir.

I am the same damn way emma. I also tend to leave out words.



I am just now getting home. I am checking the news and stuff.


I will look for the Rotterdam draw shortly as well.

changing demographics emma darling.


there was a time when all the boards--including the board owners--were heavily invested in Federer.


I think now nadal's popularity is simply soaring in places like china, india, England, and south america.


also I think Federer fans keep running away from us.


I am learning on twitter that a lot of nadal fans also like andy.


I tried to invite some andy fans to Camelot but I never even got a reply.


that nirjhor dude is a huge Federer fan and a member here at Camelot but he has never made a single post here as far as I know.

general viruzzz is pretty damn cool. he is a huge Federer fan but he is also very busy with school.



we cant discriminate obviously. we will take them all.


we want fans of Federer, andy, nole, del potro, jerzy, dimitrov, and all the others too.

We do want all sorts of fans of course but that probably won't happen right away. Maybe slowly. Since you are a Rafa fan and you are the prime owner here, it attracts other Rafa fans. Dunno about Federer fans but I know that they feel more comfortable where there are many of them and here, except for masterclass, we don't have as many. As to Andy fans, I do think they feel more comfortable and secure, especially the female fans, on Murray forums. I know many Murray fans however I am not in touch with them. You know, I kind of avoid being too close to any poster online. Once you become friends etc. it makes you think twice before what you post in case you hurt their feelings and that obstacle truly defeats the purpose of being on a forum, where you are supposed to give your take on things freely. And you know I like to speak my mind. You might be the only person online that I am very comfortable going back and forth via PM etc.

all good points there emma.



I am a high profile nadal fan and a lot of people around these forums know that. that was the biggest reason why I got a perma ban at mtf.


I created and founded the castle thread there (MTF) which probably has close to 400,000 posts there by now. it may be the single largest thread on the planet.


mods and admin were very heavily invested into Federer so they handed out these minor infractions to me for 3 years that added up to a perma ban in their mind.


in fact what they really wanted to do was get rid of a high profile nadal fan.


later they would get rid of anybody that had huge popularity there. Feldman was one such poster with over 95,000 posts there.

he was a bit outspoken but he loved Federer. he is the guy who now calls Federer "Deaderer" on facebook.


I got rid of him as a friend along with his buddy javi. both are ate up with hate for nadal and don't really care to help us at all with any kind of growth at Camelot.

I have no use for bogus fools anyway. it took a while for me to learn that. some of these idiots don't amount to much in real life either.