CAMELOT FANTASIES

Quote from: Nikki on April 08, 2014, 12:58:05 pm

We are talking like very good friends now. Sometimes he starts with the romantic stuff but it is best for me to ignore it. I know that he isn't suggesting a relationship or anything for that matter, it just shows that he still thinks a lot about the moments we shared. If he really wanted to be with me, he would show more invest and obviously he doesn't. I won't let it make me sad anymore though.

It is hard to maintain my eating habit while I'm travelling. My problem is that I always like having a few chocolate bars in my bag while I'm travelling just in case I need some energy. Unfortunately that's way too tempting and sometimes I end up eating them all although I'm not even hungry. I think next time I should pack a banana or other fruit (no apples because I'm allergic to them unless they are in pies, etc.). Apart from that,  I tend to eat less while I'm travelling because I'm too busy to think about food... I also don't like to go to restaurants by myself and during the last trip I was alone during the day (the people I was hanging out with had to work), I sometimes didn't eat at all during the day and was just waiting for dinner. Hahaha. Actually I shouldn't have put on weight at all during the past month but my chocolate-y snacks ended up on my hips and my belly anyway.

Anyway, at the moment I'm just eating more fruit, veggies and cereals. When I feel like eating something sweet, I drink a Turkish apple tea. I also cut down on the store-bought sandwiches and prepare myself something yummy at home no matter how long it takes and no matter how busy my day was.


Sometimes I trust strangers way too much. The only good thing this time was that I went out with the owner of the hostel where me and 2 of my friends were staying. That means if I hadn't returned, they would have asked him because they knew he was spending the night with me. Hahaha. Oh well, I wouldn't have expected to find such a creepy place in the middle of such a beautiful city. Thinking about it now, it was quite beautiful. After getting there from 3 weeks in Sarajevo/ Bosnia, I didn't find Ljubljana that beautiful. It was too "European" for my liking.  Now I really find it beautiful in my pics especially when I think of how beautiful the weather was that day. I spent the afternoon sitting by the river eating sushi. Hahaha.

Yes, no point investing more if he's not investing just as much. Traveling is really a good way to get to know your purpose of life. I wish I could drop everything and go for traveling at least for a year. But unfortunately I have too much on my plate to do that but since I crave for it night and day, I will eventually do it I am sure.

I guess you can carry light snacks and yet healthy snacks with you and yes, fruits. Apples are really good but since you have pollen allergies, you can't eat those raw. Btw, I don't think you can eat bananas either. I know I can't. Why not carry dark chocolates with you? Those are healthy and recommended. Will fulfill your cravings. But if you like it, then try carry dates with you. Those are very sweet and also, very healthy. Gives a ton of energies. Then there are granola bars, peanut butter etc.

Well, looks like you had it all covered when you went out with that hotel owner but still, it's good to be cautious, you know. When you get some free time, don't forget to post those pictures.

All the people I met along the way helped me a lot to forgot a bit about my obsession with that guy. He was quite jealous, asking me all the time who I was with and what was happening. I found that really cute. But I'm living my life at the moment and he is living his one. If it was meant to be, it will happen anyway... one way or another.

I wish I could keep on travelling for at least one year or two years without having to think about what to do in the future. As long as there are no better job offers, I can keep my current job. Now that we have many trade fairs coming up, I can't really let them down for too long but as soon as this month is over, I will have a bit of time for myself again.

I don't have a problem with bananas. Actually these days my breakfast consists of a sliced banana, cereals and yogurt. I think when it comes to "exotic" fruits, I don't have a problem with any of them. Strawberries make my throat feel itchy when I don't wash them before eating them. I think I'm only really allergic to apples. I can also eat nuts although it is quite surprising for my doctor. Hahaha. I love dates! I should buy them from time to time, figs too. Unfortunately I prefer going to discount supermarkets today and they don't have too many fruits to choose from. Peanut butter contains way too much fat for my liking. I haven't eaten it in ages. I think it would be like with Nutella. I have to stay away from it or else I can't stop eating it until the entire jar is empty.

Maybe I will post some pics of my trip from work. Today is a really tough day for me and I need a bit of distraction.