Wow thank you so very much.
Love this.
You're awesome General
Choking back the fears
Imploding for so many years
Catapulted mass
Emotions overflowing
Starting from the core
Described this terrible feeling
The blackness drowned my head
Didn't know what was in store
The shaking and rattling
Wasn't screaming in my brain
They were the monsters
Crammed under my bed
Been there for years
Behind all those exploding tears
~Divine
Wow thank you so very much.
Love this.
You're awesome General
thanks lady Divine.
this is a wonderful thread.
The sores are seeping
Crimson once black
Now bright
Droplets glistening as
The light captures its escape
Sharp pain is searing the thigh
Wounds festered for a while now
Open sore throbbing
As though it had a heart beat
Sweat beads across both brows
The open sore hurt
But the broken heart
Pained her far more than
Any dancing accident
~Divine
It's just one hit
One more
It's just something to get me by
A different version
Of another lie
Starts off small
Gave you the power
To do it all
Or so you thought
Just for that pain
Prescription medication
That led to addiction
The belief that it's the last time
Same old story
Different rhyme
~Divine
Monsters of substance abuse
Rattling inside your brains
Rising from the intense need
To treat life like a refuse
Blame game
Stories grow
Deception flow
Stronger than the last
For the final blast
Where prescription medication
Is not enough
Street meds where many bled
Continual bleeding
Stealing
Reeling
Monsters are real
Monsters created by the same
Person that fears them
You
~Divine
Broken in ways unimaginable
Fragments dislodged
Sharp shards of glass
Strewn all over the floor
Drops of blood spotting
The ceramic tiles
Seizures come on
Like a surprise
But not so
Crankiness + dizziness
Instigate + perpetuate
Moodiness
A sure sign of imbalance
On the road to another
Symptom to this
Warped illness
~Divine
Welcome to the lair of the dark
Fool not yourselves
Much more happens
Multiple sparks
Interwoven in the silky bedsheets
Varied levels
Of salacious heat
~Divine
Broken fragments
Particles floating in the abyss
Inert in their energy
Sparkling in the dark
Fathomless are the heights + depths
Cavernous in the ink like dwelling
Shards of light seep through the cracks
Mass seems concrete secure
Yet streams prove it's an illusion
Chipped away
Speedily rushing through
The galaxies of fright
Wallowing through the dark
Is a conscious plight
Ultimately knowing
I'm an extension of the unknown
Justifying there is no validation
Ultimately stark reality
I know nothing
In the vast stretch of
Nothingness
~Divine
Fear
Divides the strong from the weak
Elevates all negativity
To new heightened peaks
It's like a cold dark reptilian hand
Crashes into my chest plate
Squeezes my heart
Bleeding as the screaming
Takes place
Making my heart race
Scared for this lifeless situation
Understood
That fear illusionary has no face
Yet I stare into the mirror
Gaunt like
Dark circles around lifeless eyes
The pain subsides
Starts to feel familiar
In its familiarity there is comfort
For it's what I know
Pain and that sweet numbness
Scattering thoughts of distress
Matter not
As the blood streams down
My pretty pink dress
~Divine
Laughter
High pitched screech
Followed by cries of pain
Split into varied personalities
Something triggers
In the grey mass of the brain
Cacophonous seeming
In all the chaotic sounds
Where twists + turns
Swaying begins
To discover the cuts + scrapes
Laughter eases the sharpness
Life teases into submission
Where stories
Come at a high price of admission
Where apathy seamless
Caring is where the pain first began
Searching for the hero
That never arrived
Even in my attendance
Leaving luck as a tiny chance
That things can unfold
Difficult to see what has a hold
This story is lost and forgotten
As ages old
~ Divine
It's all out in plain view
Plain sight
No need to investigate
It's the first thing that pops in your head
It's right in front of your eyes
The game is on
Yet you can't see it
For looking
~Divine
