Shot through the heart
Stabbed in the back
Fooling myself
I've been under attack
Those closest committed the worst crime
Being told I'm loved
Time after time
A cold chill running up and down
My spine
Shocking facts were always mine
Just wasn't looking
Confused beliefs that my
Friendships true
Mine was
Yours wasn't
Mourned what I believed
A part of me relieved
My gut has been feeling the betrayal
I dismissed it
You keep calling it a game
That you are true with me
Games played
Facts I see
I was the game
~Divine
Disorientation has been blurring
My judgement
Set free from a certain confinement
The shackles are laden with sorrow
And fears
Compounded by eons of lives
So many scarred years
Wishes that the morrow
Will bring in excitement
Those are the hopes and dreams
At least it seems
~Divine
Thunder cracking across the sky
Lightening flashing
Snippets of light
Illuminating the night
Every sound seemingly louder
Piqueing the imagination
To newest heights
Slight creak as though weight
Pressure with invisible footsteps
Nothing visible to the naked eye
Do you believe in ghosts?
~Divine
Painful discovery
Of what's been hiding behind
The mysterious veil
Feelings have been accurate
Uneasy when retrieving information
Locating a different destination
Those suspected as enemies
Were supplied by a trusted ally
Only to deduce
It was your closest friend
Isn't it wild to realize
It's the end
~Divine
Black clouds as the air is thick
Intensity reaching to newer heights
Tension is real though
Close attention to the facial tick
Feelings are complex and surreal
Everything is playing like a broken record
All the sounds seem the same
Yet it skips
So many blips
Innocent smiles appear to tame
The beast that enrages within
Solace comes to those forgiving
Forget the strangeness in activity
That forges anonymity
Clarity is blurred
By the fuzzy haze
Of the smoking blaze
~Divine
The living dead
Walking around aimlessly
Stoic faces void of expressions
Look at the eyes
Windows of the souls
Where the light shines brightly
Even in the darkness
Depth of searing pain
You can capture the light
Subdued still a sparkle
Waiting for the flame
To burn higher
It will take some time
Cycle of life
~Divine
You wrote some good poems there.
Thank you Lady Ann!
Sweet of you to say about my Dark side 😊
**** wide open
Emotions tearing down
All the walls erected high
Clear though into
Another dimension
Time heals all wounds
On the outside I'm smiling
On the inside I know better
You're pain free
Can't stop the sobbing
Crying helps the ease the pain
In my heart
Those who love you
Express such beautiful words
Like warm hugs
Sincere intensity
You shared you heart and home
Love for all living beings
Makes me recall the many years we had:
Rabbits
Pigeons
Fish
Patchy and her puppies
Budgies
Cockatiels
So much love
I know you and Dad are sharing
The love with everyone
Up above
Thank you and love you so!
~Divine
Suits my Dark musings
It's a quote ...yes
Sigh
Uncanny as I'm choking back the tears
Innate sense that you've gone back home
Yet after all these years
I know our time here is on loan
I'm in a catatonic state
My soul understands that you're happy
I'm fighting with my inner demons
Strange to correlate
This sadness that has engulfed me
These last 48 hours I'm drowning
Confused at this egotistical ideal
Of needing to hold on
We've stopped the bleeding
The strength you've shown throughout
Your life
Through war
So many battles
You shine through
Our red headed
Blue eyed
Spartan Queen
Thank you
~Divine