The dull ache turned to a sharp pain
One so powerful
It made it hard to breathe
Awakening me from a deep dream
Only to feel the pain
Travel through the realms
Of dream like state to reality
Is it reality?
~Divine
Too young to die
Broken cracks on the surface
Deep within the pain still hides
Usurping calmness
Still waters run deep
Torrent winds
Turbulence of the ocean waves ride
Lost is the steadiness of this place
Ambiguity slowly creeps
Shatters any semblance
Of rationality
Forced to face
The bleak fact
Meaningless death
Words of attack
Shock value
Taken aback
Creating a wedge
Unwanted forced space
That strange
Horribly awkward place
Having to deal with living in the past
For thats the only place you will always be
Just another body
Gone from me
Left here crying
For all to see
All I know
I dont care
It doesnt bother me
Not much left here
For you to see
~Divine
He said
Just days before
Don't cry for me
When I'm dead
Cry for me while I'm alive
For I'm lost
~Divine
Bewilderment
Has finally left me bereft
Pain ridden
My face evident of all the strain
Written across you notice the pain
Wreaking havoc in my soul
Eyes searching, yet cannot find
The darkness welcomes
The deepest scary part of me
Most welcomed in its abyss
Tears escaping
Pure bliss
Forevermore
Choice was taken from me
The most I will be missing
Is you, and your sweet loving kiss
~Divine
And through the sadness
Comes smiles
.~Divine
My throat is tickling
Persistent scraping on the inside
No water can't relieve it
Neither does massaging the outside
Words need to be spoken
There is no choice
I am holding back
Crying takes its toll
My heart is broken
Hard to breathe
I have lost my voice
Anger is seething
All around me say
Its a part of the grieving
Having travelled this road before
My logical side believing
My emotional side
Chooses to ignore
When the hell
Is this roller coaster ride
Over
~Divine
Breaking down the barriers of old
Darkness creeps up
Like a fog across warm waters
The air is crisp and cold
Making the little hairs
On the back of my neck
Stand to attention
Staring at the full moon
Noting the lightest speck
Fear engulfed the enjoyment
Of others
Raised my obsession
Loving the ink blackness
Feeling of home
In this strange eerie appearance
Of this hallows night
~Divine
It keeps wanting to keep me down
Unhealthy obsession
Innate inability to let
The light shine
Abyss wants to let me drown
The dark obscures the need for balance
Noticing these multiple facets
Only a few
That I met
Crepuscular keeps resurfacing
Takes courage to stare in the mirror
Facing the inner demons
That have been plaguing
The angel that deigns to be a sinner
Noting that there
Will never be a winner
Where thousands reside
~Divine
Driving myself insane
Thoughts are reeling
I can’t seem to quiet my brain
All the words
Fell on deaf ears
Strange to think back
After all these years
Abusive attack
Your use of words
Manipulative
Your looks have brought me to tears
Thoughts that continue to reel
Unbelievably allowing this to continue
You took my love
And tore it apart
The intent has been long gone
There is no love here
If there ever was
Not even sure
If I ever loved you
When I had no love for me
Let it be
~Divine
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Myriad of purples and pinks
Across the horizon
The sky blending with the ocean
Strange how something incredibly beautiful
Chemical reactions of our ozone
The damage we’ve done to the Earth, stinks
Heavily isolated during this pandemic of the virus
Social distancing of this quarantine
Has led to violence
The cries within the walls of retirement homes
Whimpering mixed with screams of pain
Not so much from the ailments
Much more is the fear of dying alone
Missing the hugs of a loved one
Confusion not subtle in this illusion
Memory fails of good times
The negativity prevails in this painful strain
The veil will lift
What scarier is what hides behind the curtain
The dark magic as tears running
Like the rain against the window pane
Uncertainty blows out any balance
Fear inertly frozen stoicism
Screaming silently at the unknown
Each hour goes by
The norm is not the same
What we thought we knew
The life we thought we grew
Has gone bye bye
~Divine
Plagued by the Crepuscular nature of the shrill
Screams echoing inside of her brain
Thrashing about her bed
She can’t keep still
Even whilst they hold her down
Amongst these strains
The grotesque shapes forming in her head
Blasphemous monsters leaving blood stains
Creeping insects crawling on her skin
None that are visible to the naked eye
She’s hoping the thrashing will make them dead
Screams are louder, echoing her own wails
Soreness of her throat as it’s becoming parched
Noting that all her thrashing is moving the entire bed
She continues, as she spots a table with a glass of water
The need of its cool liquid to soothe her throat
As she manages to maneuver closer
Her door swings open
His murderous glare is maintaining her stare
Aware of her intent
He throws the glass of water in her face
Without a care
Walks out laughing his venomous screech
As he hears he screams continue In despair
~Divine
With a heavy heart
This year has been so difficult
What we’ve come to know as normal
Has been torn apart
Infused with fear and constant negativity
Graduates have home formals
Practicing social distancing
Of six feet or more
Isolation of elderly, confused and feeling forgotten
Not allowed to see a loved one
Cries of anguish and broken hearted
Feeling all alone
Misconceptions have been spewed
From day one
The blame game has accelerated
Over time the truth may evolve
Fear lowers our vibrations
The planet is reacting mirroring our actions
What I’m talking about
The need to spread love
Love can only heal this rift
That’s now even emblazoned with
The police officers that sat back and watched
Their comrade snuff the life out of George Floyd
White, Black straight or gay
It’s not right to hurt and disobey
People constitutional rights
I choose to elevate
With higher vibrations of love
This day and every day
Until the time comes for me to travel to the other realm
My heart has been heavy
It’s hard to be present on social media
During this difficult horrific time
Entering the dark
Awaiting the light
To shine on all dimensions
~Divine
You crossed the line of propriety
Dismissed a kind heart
You tore it apart
A true miser of hate
Misogyny
Capitulated by the need of my property
Cruel laughter of peeling across the way
Throughout the months of eight
Abundance comes in all forms
Disturbed by the scathing need to acquire what isn’t yours
Steal and plunge into the darkest depths
Cruel are your ways
Need I remind you
Heaven and hell
Are all represented here
You may think your dollar is mighty
Not mightier than the pen
Where you will lay to crumbled layers
Broken and spell bound
Castrated as eunuchs trying to get an
****Casting spells made for my protection
~Divine