Remnants of the past
Deep shards of pain
Seep into the present
Breathing has become a strain
Still fathomless waters
Suction swirling engulfing all thoughts
Running aimlessly through my brain
Communication is so distorted
Still wanting the kindness I've sought
You will never understand
Garbled messages indifference perceived
Momentum has altered
Multiple personalities brought on to deceive
Beyond comprehension
Fake words breathing fire of deception
Stop abusing my trust
Taking control of the scissors
Sharpened tip makes the balloon bust
The popping sound is always surprising
No matter how you brace yourself
Same goes for the explosion
The slow building implosion
That takes place
When you stopped listening
To your instincts
To your heart
To your self
Can't put together the broken balloon
~Divine
Mystification of the night
As the stars sparkle with the full moon gleaming
Rendezvous at the Christmas fair
Witness of the Magickal tree lights twinkling
A dusting of snow on this enchanted evening
Walking hand in hand with our dog in tow
Guided to the mistletoe
Where you stop & look up
Your devilish grin
Is smokin
As you swoop down for your kiss
Reciprocated by me
Marking down in my memory bank
Another beautiful night
My Christmas wish
~Divine
Christmas is just days away
Naughty or nice
Or both
Mix and mingle
Time to play
Thank you kindly General 🎄
Thank you so very much for the beautiful flowers of Camelot General
Wishing you an amazing weekend 😉
Christmas Tree
For the spirit of love and kindness
Much love and light
~Divine
awesome Christmas tree:
wonderful addition.
A fresh blanket of snow
Spread across the land
Loving the Christmas lights
Twinkle their colourful glow
Bundling up in down filled coat
Gloves & hat
Listening to the crunch beneath my feet
Balancing myself not to fall this way or that
At times I feel as though I float
Inches above the ground
Footprints of humans & animals alike
Brisk intake of breath in this cold atmosphere
In shock that some can ride their bike
Preparing for a snow ball fight
Along the streets snow delight is to be found
Making use of this packable plight
Snowangels competition playing through the night
Definitely a Christmas that's snowy white
~Divine
wonderful prose lady D.
keep it rolling.
Sometimes it's just so hard to breathe
Choking in the throat is constrictive
Anger built up over the years still seethe
Regrettably emotions reeling
Feeling destructive
The shock is starting to leave
Staring down at my hands
Trying to recall the initial moments you deceive
It feels like a castle wall
Concrete and indestructible
Couldn't believe you pushed me to fall
Hysteria erupting indescribable
Numbness is like an ebb & flow
Crumbling rock bottom
They say watch you grow
It's just
In truth
Something I can't fathom
~Divine
I care
That's part of the struggle
Having a heart
That continually loves to share
Mind boggles
Whirlwind of utter confusion
Surreal turn of events
Organized in its disorganization
Pandemonium needs to intervene
Of the superficial vitrine
Luxuriously beatify & facade of the serene
Utter chaos has been unleashed
Madness has no volition
Control is an illusion
Best to wait it out
Sink even lower in this confusion
Trying to connect to how you feel
Is it real?
~Divine
It's all about taking that step
Cognitive frustration
This need to find a solution
When all you feel is confusion
Not proud to admit it
I've lost my pep
I so hate the drudges of depression
Once I'm down there
It's so hard to scale the walls
Muck and mire keep sucking you
In its abysmal aphotic deviation
It's just feels right to fall
Muscle rigidity coincides with my mental stupor
Sleep evades but catatonic has no tonic
Meditation is the art of silencing the mind
Connecting & elevating the vibration
How does one get out of the abyss to this
When the aches & pain
Have flooded your body
You've lost your game
This stupid feeling of shame
Where all just seems the same
Don't come knocking on my door
I won't be here
No more
~Divine
