It started with attraction
Couldn't keep our hands off
Of each other
Waltzing into the distraction
Euphoria of love
Couldn't stop thinking
Of the last sex fest
Over thinking in emotions
That seemingly elusive
Love bubble
Discovery finally sets in
When we are learning
How multi faceted we really are
Now that were exclusive
The evolution of love
~Divine
Despondent
Shivering in the cold
Wondering how to make it though the day
Temperature plummets through the night
Permeating freeze through my tattered clothes feeling old
Life's had its way
Rejected from the corporate world
Sold my soul to the commerce devil
Ascended into the height of luxury
Descended into all its vices
They called me the king of trade
Constant need of drugs, pure evil
my climb to the top
Back stabbing
Conjured lies
Paying spies
Corporate God no one could stop
Hard cold smile tattooed on my face
Granite hard my soul forgot
Dark entities had their way
I welcomed them
Prescription pills, 8 ball, heroine
Drugs a choice to fight for the space
My focus got skewed
My wife replaced
Blame & hate I placed
That sweet surrender
Drug was my lover of choice
Euphoric the need to feel that special high
Hearts and bodies I would plunder
Downward spiral was fast and hard
Without my toys
Felt my skin crawl
Constant stabbings I procured
Glass shards
Pierced my skin as I peel
The false **** smile
As I'm sleeping on a subway vent
Fighting to keep warm
Lost the fight
No need for charm
Living in the streets
Drug of choice
Any type of alcohol
Desperate need to forget it all
Hovering in my dirty tattered clothes
Fight the demons
Of my dark demented mind
Dark, I 💚 this one.
As you know Lady Evolve, writing has no limits, no boundaries.
Let the writing guide me. Learning to trust, the process of creativity.
Writers write about everything.
Wandering through the lushness
Of the gardens
Late at night
Basking under the full moon's light
Continuing the happiness
Of connecting with nature
That feeling of oneness
Surprised by the elation
Joy in the moment
Discovering my true obsession
Being in awe of God's glory
Mother Gaia's beauty always glowing
Father Sky beaming upon us
His energy always flowing
In awe, of the beauty of all seasons
Rebirth, blossoming
Colours changing
The insular hibernation
Exhilarated joy, for multiple reasons
All of the overthinking
That plagues me
Fear that causes anxiety
The inability to sleep
All simply wither away
With a stroll through the gardens
Late at night
Appearing to the naked eye
As though, I am out of sight
Yet, I am right here
In the middle
Smelling the change of the earth
Gleefully taking the time to listen
To hear
Insects and animals
Happily scurrying into their safe place
Cuddling with their loved ones
Face to face
As the Earth continues to evolve
And glisten
Wandering through the beauty of the garden
Mother Nature's delight
~Divine
I cried
When you asked me to marry you
Nodding yes
I cried
When you lay lifeless
On you final bed
I cried
Tears for days, for months
It's almost a year
I cried
Tears of joy
I cried
Tears of grief
I cried
Tears of agony
I cried
Tears of relief
I am all dried out
Knowing this is not
What life is about
~Divine
The luckiest girl in the world
Is me
God Blessed me
With your love
~Divine
The dichotomy of trying to be
Like everyone
A square peg in a round hole
Strong need to belong
To someone
Promises are made to be broken
Words are words
Followed by actions
Those words hold power
They are strong
It is not the force
Of those words spoken
Its the intensity
Of the passion
Observing your face
For your reaction
I am not looking for you to make me whole
Your peculiarity
To somehow be in sync
With my weirdness
Movement into action
True propensity
United oneness
~Divine
Plummeting into the depths of the oceans blues
Emotions capsizing any sense of semblance
Anger, grief, sadness, laughter
All lining up in queues
Erupting at the least expected times
Coping daily
Staring in the mirror
Unknown is the resemblance
Of the ghosts that haunt me
Liquid pools of tears
Resurface nightly
Alone in my thoughts
This overthinking
Is killing me
Worse than your death
Since you’ve been gone
~Divine
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Merriest Of Christmases to everyone.
Happy Hanukkah
Much love and Light.
Thank you so very much for your visits.
2020 is our year 🥳🎄♥️
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Kaleidoscopic play of colors
Interwoven through varied hues
Depths of tones
Pink, white and blues
Uncovering displays of emotions
Plethora surfacing erupting the mask
Breaking down the boundaries
Of walls built up
Over the years
Games of the past
Staring at the mirrors reflections
Souls need to communicate
Evolution can be viewed through the eyes
Each scar openly visible
Truth or lies
Nothing really matters
While breathe still keeps this body alive
It’s never too late
Colors are a myriad
A map of life
For those who wish
And choose to live
A heart and soul
And love to give
~Divine
Happy New Year 🥳
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Kaleidoscopic play of colors
Interwoven through varied hues
Depths of tones
Pink, white and blues
Uncovering displays of emotions
Plethora surfacing erupting the mask
Breaking down the boundaries
Of walls built up
Over the years
Games of the past
Staring at the mirrors reflections
Souls need to communicate
Evolution can be viewed through the eyes
Each scar openly visible
Truth or lies
Nothing really matters
While breathe still keeps this body alive
It’s never too late
Colors are a myriad
A map of life
For those who wish
And choose to live
A heart and soul
And love to give
~Divine
wonderful addition lady Divine.