Scream loud
Take the deepest breathe imaginable
And just
Scream
Liberating
~Divine
Required to share remnants of yourself
Pieces that are familiar
Shards that are unfamiliar
Recovering lost parts of self
Discovering new sides
When pushed to the limit
Appear out of the blue
Surprising everyone
Including you
~Divine
Washing away the tears
That stained her cheeks
She has forgotten how many days
Have past
It feels like weeks
Realizing succumbing to new fears
That erupted with self doubt
Couldn't shake it off
Feeling sucked into the dark abyss
Releasing by breathing deep
Feeling better
With a scream and shout
She longed for his forgotten kiss
Dead and long gone
Slowly becoming a distant memory
~Divine
Running my fingers across the ivories
White keys with a touch of black
Music subliminally calming
The fire deep inside
The beast that needs to control
Keeps coming back
For more
Multiple personalities reside
In one body
In one soul
~Divine
I often wondered
If I could survive
If you died
Just didn't realize
I would find out
So soon
~Divine
Did you ever feel like you belonged
At school, in groups, social media
We all try to fit in
Try to be something we are not
Through dress, opinions, vocation
Wanting, no needing to please
Every single one of us has experienced
Some type of bullying
Where 2 or more people who seem more powerful
Pick on you incessantly
Seemingly
Like an exact opposite view
Not true
There is joy in fitting in
Despair in being the odd one out
The outsider has always been
The person you look in the mirror
Show the outsider some love
~Divine
Uniforms
Police, Firemen,
Surgeons, nurses,
Construction crew,
Athletic gear
Girl at the make up counter
No thought about wearing the uniform
Roll out of bed
Shower
Jump into the uniform
And go perform the service
Uniforms worn by every individual on this planet
Even those who "think" they are Not
Wearing a uniform
Shaking the unthinking momentum
Shaking up the conundrum
~Divine
Those closest snap
Make judgements that
Hurt deep and quick
Smiles hide the manipulations
Masks frozen emotionless
The need to be right
Pushes propriety to the side
Egos need to usurp
Friendships destruction
Years to build
Moments to destroy
~Divine
Trauma disturbs our mental balance
Incapacitated blunt trauma to the head
Affecting cognitive functions regarded as normal
The ability to accomplish the simple action
Of putting one foot in front of the other
Slow walk, basic actions
Inspiring to see them active in our society
Be kind
~Divine
What an incredible thing to do....
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Twitch of my lips
A facade that appears as though I am happy
Involuntarily changing to a smirk
Tapping my fingertips
At my temples
Wanting this dull ache to disappear
~Divine
Just because you treat people with respect and loyalty
Mistake is when you realize it is not reciprocated
Acting temporarily
Pressure builds up
A hurricane of emotions
Swirl around a veil of fog
Only to break open into a torrential
Downpour
We mimic the weather
~Divine
Watching You’ve Got Mail.
Turning point in many lives involved in the story.
Lives entwined, whilst sending archaic emails on dial up.
We’re coming into 5G networks.
Wow.
Then chance meetings with people you write to and have not met.
Even in the same city.
Twitter or any social media where we hide behind avatars that do not show our selves.
Mixed emotions come bubbling up as it’s Christmas Eve.
2020 has been so difficult
2020 has also been new beginnings for me
Maybe it’s time to take a plunge. Let’s see
Endings are inevitable.
Transmutation is inevitable
I desire this.
Pushed into a difficult position.
Do I still strive
Or do I surrender.
All relationships are being questioned.
Didn’t realize mine with My Father would be
Yet I’ve asked forgiveness.
Grateful for so many things.
Tears have spilled forth effortlessly these last few nights.
Strange. My silence has not triggered anything in those close.
Relationships.....change. All the time.
I do too.
~Divine
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