It crossed across her face
It paused for seconds
Passed her by
Grim reaper dropped in briefly
His grey shadow subtly
Subduing her light
Her soft features
Looking stark and gaunt
In the fleeting toils of pain
Where fear has gripped her
Anxiety gasping for air
Convulsions of the grasping brain
Release of fluids
Running down her now bruising legs
In her confusion to try
To get up
Is pulling herself under the bed
That's where death overshadowed
Her features
It was instantaneous
I observed it
As her hand clawed at my leg
Her nails piercing my skin
Her grip claw like
Intensified by her fright
Monitoring each segment
Like an episodic
On this evolutionary series
She negotiated
Her choice
To stay
~Divine
Numb
Yet the tears are cascading
Making mascara trails down my cheeks
Little messages forwarning
Were delivered throughout the weeks
Overwhelmed to take heed
Perhaps fear prevented me
To embrace the silence
Souls need
To connect to the spirit world
Many times it's effortless
In times of grief
Fighting for balance
Searching for the opportunity
For relief
Heart is heavy
Inner sense knows
It's pain free
It's my ego self that misses them
Silence is the key
Inner sanctum sharing
Silence is the key
~Divine
Shivering
The body is shaking
Quivering
Fear has seeped in
Those dirty rotten dreams
Where the dead
Decided to visit me
Oh the
**** dread
They are off to la la land
When I want them the least
They come through the most
I'm feeling cold
Decrepid is first stages of getting old?
I don't know
Don't care
Was a time when every hair
Had to be in its proper place
Now
I just don't care
I'm tired
Fatigue has grasped me to his chest
Yes
Sleep
Hopefully deep sleep
Is the best
~Divine
Descriptive is your pain, with the sight ov your luved Devine.
Mentally in vain, with your description ov holding to time.
Within heart you shall gain, the beauty ov their minds.
Luv will never turn you insane, instead the beauty ov the lines.
Hold on to souls restraint, and live to display their designs.
Take care ov yourself my dear friend. Luv ya😚💋
Descriptive is your pain, with the sight ov your luved Devine.
Mentally in vain, with your description ov holding to time.
Within heart you shall gain, the beauty ov their minds.
Luv will never turn you insane, instead the beauty ov the lines.
Hold on to souls restraint, and live to display their designs.
Take care ov yourself my dear friend. Luv ya😚💋
Hi my beautiful Lady V!
It's already been a week.
We are celebrating her 9 days with blessings
From the priest at the cemetery tomorrow.
All these blessings keep the light of hope.
Thank you so very much for your loving words
You have tapped into my pain.
She is not in pain, she is with her big love Dad.
She visits here and smells of a bouquet of flowers.
Grateful for her connecting.
Much love my great friend xxx😘♥️♥️♥️
Many beginnings lead to ultimate endings
Trust is a two way street
Watch those who claim friendship
When they value the relationship
Of your enemies
Far greater
Than words that seem sweeter
Fabricated truths
Are all lies
Instinct has spoken too many times
Wish I could just accept the bull
**** And put on the act that you are so amazing at
I'm not that good
Wearing my heart on my sleeve
Don't be surprised
When I stop caring
For there won't be any
Good byes
I will just disappear
~Divine
Misleading information
Seems a masterful part of your vocation
Listen closely
Despise the false identity
When one refuses to admit
Has formed commitments
To those that scarred you
Matters not the love you bore
Crimson talons
Sunk deep into the chest cavity
**** + tore
Grasped the heart
Shred it to pieces
Confusion has been the ultimate betrayal
That instinctual feeling
I've denied
My heads been reeling
From your disguise
Need to refocus my lying eyes
Isn't that what they betray
In the aft of magic
So tragic
That I trusted
Your hollow love
My fault for not heeding
My observational instincts
Crud
~Divine
Standing here in shock
Watching the deep Hue of red
Dripping off the jagged edge of the blade
How many times did you stab me to the hilt
Gross words expressed by you
Expecting them all along
Malicious dread
I'm glad you chose the witches
You've been displaying them for
The past year
Bull
**** lies
Psycho analysis
Fake tears
Thanks for nothing
Happy to walk away
Thank God
Tomorrow is a another day
~Divine
I'm very sorry to hear of your sad loss, Lady Divine & hope you are o.k. I finally managed to get on here & have a lot to catch up on. I can't get on my twitter now so will have more time to catch up. It's nice to be back but I'm sick of P.C. problems. I can't afford another P.C. though & only got 1 a year ago so I'll have to live with them or solve them the best I can.
I'm very sorry to hear of your sad loss, Lady Divine & hope you are o.k. I finally managed to get on here & have a lot to catch up on. I can't get on my twitter now so will have more time to catch up. It's nice to be back but I'm sick of P.C. problems. I can't afford another P.C. though & only got 1 a year ago so I'll have to live with them or solve them the best I can.
Lady Ann thank you for your kind words.
I'm good.
I've decided I have to focus on things
I have desired to do
It's NOW
I use my phone for Twitter and Camelot.
I understand about PC
Can't recall the last time I used mine.
Happy to see you back.
Truly very happy.
Camelot is family.
Always much love and light
Do you know how to love
Or do you push them away
Expressing the depth of your heart
Or wanting to see if they fight for you
Day after day
If it's a constant battle
It's not love
Love is effortless
It's where passion meets vulnerability
Where a simple touch
A lingering kiss
Sends a tingle up the spine
Intense sensuality
Want + desire to make you mine
Where our breathes intermingle
As we dive into each other's eyes
Where our souls speak
The love language
That communicates to the hearts
With an explosion of pheromones
Where tastes + scents
Incite a deeper want
A more intense need
That!
~Divine
You're welcome, Lady Divine. I'm glad you're well. That's a good idea. I've missed everyone & am glad to be back.
You're welcome, Lady Divine. I'm glad you're well. That's a good idea. I've missed everyone & am glad to be back.
It's great to have you back Lady Ann 😘🌺
Enough is enough
Finding out the truth
Has been rough
It's been facing me for weeks
For months
Took your words
To heart
Thinking back
I was warned from the start
The wounds have been festering
For quite some time
Oozing pus has been foaming
Mixed with blood
The stench causing me to gag
Vomit dying to spew
Stomach tumbling
Head is spinning
Fact is blatant
Past year is a blur
Frightful thought that as of today
We're through
Strange first things you wrote to me
Was you won't betray me
Strange, that your mind has guided you
To the direction I must seek
For betrayal has already taken place
You've stated it
With every trace
for the inclusion
Is a formidable conclusion
It was festering this wound
I was loving you
You were stringing me
Like a buffoon
Fools like me
May hurt
But will continue to love
Just dusting my feet
And walking away
Because tomorrow
Is a new day
~Divine
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