CAMELOT FANTASIES

Sadness drowns all sounds of happiness
Apathetic moments turn to days
Turn to weeks
Dejection compelling fears
Breaking down to a fountain of tears
World gets smaller
So small that anxiety sets in
Hard breathing
Constriction of the lungs
Intense pain sprung
As an inhale excurciating
Stabbing shrieks of screams
Debilitating
The walls are closing in
My demons taunting me
As the hot flames are scorching
Tempting me to take the knife
Complete the task
Forgets the vodka flask
Can't take it anymore
Leave me the **** alone
Lock the door throw away the key
Need to stay
In the zone
My heaven
My hell
My angel
My demon
They are all presently screaming
Loudly
In my head