CAMELOT FANTASIES

Heart breaks at the sound of your crying
Shrieks have been intense
Stuck in the past has been trying
Dementia of any kind
Alzheimer's makes no sense
Diminishing real time moments
Replaced by days gone by
Vacant eyes wondering why
Nothing is as in the mind
Incomprehensible what goes on
In ones grey matter
Watching a loved one deteriorate
Falling pieces shatter
Wailing at the top of their lungs
Early morning to really late
You're alive and breathing
But I've lost you a long time ago
Look forward to seeing
Believing in my heart of hearts
Still a few moments to go
Of my mother I loved from the start
The one who is kind and smiles
Telling me I love you
Miss her so badly
Cause this one treats me like an enemy
Missing you so sadly

~Divine