Continually creating
From the hearts that aching
A void has formed
Itself deformed
I know not what to say
Crawling in a fetal position
For more than half a day
I'm punishing myself
From what's expected
No will to play
It hurt, it really hurt
Now I'm numb
Its like I'm frozen
Each part of me
Ambiguity
Sensations of manifestations
Moments of elations
Downtrodden to disillusionment
Breathing has been shallow
And oh so difficult
I'm lying to myself
Been accepting remnants that I believed was love
Wanted it to be
For that deep glee
Fortunately
Is within
Me
~Divine