CAMELOT FANTASIES

Waves lapping gently along the shore
It's melodic sound mellowing my soul
Breaking all my resistance at the core
Hallow of my heart where there is a hole
Vast is the size
Been to busy comforting everyone
One who needed it most
Was me, I finally realize
To calm down
Silence the screams
Elevated effort of turning the frown
Into a vibrant smile
Shaking my head for sometimes
They seem so distant
So far away
Far from my grasp
These dreams
That have kept my essence alive
Passion inspired
I love what I do
Feeling the freedom of spirit
Where the body has no hold
Euphoria as though I'm seeing
Through sparkles
Where the sun shines brightly
Pale Gold
Anointing me with sunbeams of joy
Filling my heart where the void
Once was empty
Filled to the rim
Where music speaks to my soul
Breaking away from all the shackles
For my heart is not a toy
Vibrant and alive I am
Vicious conundrum of my inconspicuous duality
Slight is the veil
Once I believed
There is such a thing as reality
It's not true you know
More expansive the brain
Getting off the elusive train
Breaking free from thoughts of you
Trying to claim me
Control with one simple word of love
You see I let you in
Deep down I love you
Each knife you struck
Each bold stab
Pain felt worse
Once you'd gone away
A long while now
Betrayal hurts the most
From the ones who claim to love you most
Laughter peels
Replacing the pain one feels
Picking up the pieces of my heart
Each single spec special in its own right
Love is love
That's all there is
Best thing I did today
Was walk away
I'm not a game you play
Not sticking around another day

Chapter closed
Volume has ended
Start of a new volume
Chapter number one
The adventure has begun

~Divine