CAMELOT FANTASIES

Words fare thee well
Combined deep feels of those days gone by
When we first spoke, it’s as though I was under a spell
Words of love was so easy to share
Vulnerable to lay ones soul naked and bare
Was the first mistake taken down the path of hades
The wicked hell
Words were veiled, half truths
Spoken without a care
Rubbing my eyes for clarity
In hopes that what I heard
Witnessing fog less with my eyes
Gutted by lack of credibility
Lack of conviction
I’m forced to listen to the crickets
Than make any sense of this benediction
For my last words will be good bye
Will not turn to look behind me
Strange design no time to cry
Hollow has been this shipping of late
You left the door open to the gate
Grey skies turned to blue again
The storm has passed
I crave the cathartic cleanse of the rain
From this torturous pain
In my head I’ve wished you well, again and again
Time for me to be selfish
Refuse you cheers and support
Take my wings to fly
Stop the forthcoming lies
Follow my deep dark wish
Find love not in another
For no other can reciprocate
The love I crave and need so deeply
From me to me

The pain is gone
No longer am I your pawn
I was never good at chess
But I’ve seen through your games
I’m starting over again
No one to blame
Not looking back
Ever again
Not ever again

~Divine