CAMELOT FANTASIES

Tears & sobs are dry
The dull ache in my body still throbs
Acknowledgement of what’s deep inside
Pained for having given every little piece in hopes of reciprocity
Only to find it vast & empty of feelings
Shorn down to the core
The throbbing continues
It’s as though there is a separate heartbeat
One that has been dismissed and forgotten
Distraught for allowing access to my heart
Giving peace by piece as you gleefully denied
Then threw it all away

Every day goes by the ache subsides
You were never here to stay
Not in this body
Not in this realm
Of yesterday, today or tomorrow
Forever gone right here and now

~Divine