CAMELOT FANTASIES

Infused with complex beliefs
God is my number One source
My source of relief
Guiding me incessantly
Hoping I'll Awake from this reverie
Forgive yes,
Forget no
Realizing the true sensibility
Pain is a strong factor
For major growth
It's not an I'm going sorority
Enabling drug addicts
Out of sympathy
When they are dead and gone
Lack true empathy
Struggle feels real
Life is surreal
Particularly for the sensitive ones
Who accutely feel

~Divine

Life is like a jigsaw puzzle
Bits and pieces that
Once found
Fit perfectly together
Each section
Has an ultimate reflection
Of a big picture
Bits of me are jagged
Bits of you too
But WE
Fit perfectly together


~Divine

Sadness envelopes  those that are sensitive
Those empathic people
Who pick up the energy
By a single sentence
Unusual ability
Sympathetic to others needs
Feelings seep inside
As though it's their own
Words don't have to exchange
For the energy absorption
It happens
For those extra sensitive
There is no exception
Thank the good Lord
For the gifts God affords
Blessings for the gifts
Curses for not knowing
It's a gift

~Divine

Freedom
To be accepted
With all our foibles
Freedom
To speak
And really heard
Freedom
To write
And understood
Freedom
To cry
Just to emote
Freedom
To laugh
Regenerate every cell

Expectations will happen
Just allow the Freedom
Watch all your relationships
Grow

~Divine

Your antics
Semantics
Explanation has been extensive
Pretense to avoid the truth
In many ways abusive
Bureaucrats bleed you dry
When it comes time
To help you it's half a try
Here is a fact
Try in your various ways
To ask me my story
Your lack of tact
Obvious
The truth in any variance of history
Is the same
It's the lies
That create the blame game
Lies are far more exploitive
It's forgotten...days away
Rather weeks
Keep on tweaking the lie
To help make it bonify
Many years ago
Supreme Court Judge Evans
Supportive friend R.I.P
He used to guide me with advice
In all topics of life
It was our daily ritual
His morning visits habitual
"You can amass a ton of evidence
It's how you produce and your conviction
That enhances your perception"
Sound advice
Missed dearly
Men with honour & integrity
Seeped with knowledge & honesty
I admire to a fault

~Divine

Dynamics of family
Putting the fun
In dysfunctional
Fighting
At each other throats
Hours later
Smiling
Driving through the coast
In times of trouble
Will work double
To help the other
Pushing buttons
To watch a reaction
It's a simple detraction
Not to show
What's really happening
Family
Connected by blood
Even those who don't speak
For years
You'll find
When reminiscing
Occasional tears
Family dynamics
Explosive at times
But will be right by your side
On a dime

~Divine

wonderful prose lady D.