CAMELOT FANTASIES

As I lay silently in the darkness, and my tears fall from the longing need to be touched.
In my yearning ---- when I am in my secret place, and I whisper!
'' Come to me from out of the darkness. ''
As I opened a closed door to find a brightly sunlit room where she kneels.
No greater vision of fantasy ---- could I dream than the beauty that is before me now?
As the sunrays radiates around her long flowing golden hair, like a glowing halo.
Like a magician she has been caressing her magic button.
With wistful eyes, her murmurs utter softly without full voice.
I ask gently ---- let your arms be the yoke that will bind us together.
As I embark on a marvelous imaginary realm.
My eruption climbed ---- suddenly and sharply upward to a celestial sphere.
As I lay upon her thoroughly exhausted and dismantled in blissful harmony.
Sleep now my wondrous queen ---- for I will be here tomorrow.

a knock on the door
you appeared out of the blue veil
that you had wrapped youself in
and i started to go out of my mind
you looked good..very good..
all wrapped up in a large wool sweater
hair..all shiny black
and hanging tied, yet loose
and your body movements..sleek
almost elegant..yet a little bit clumsy at times
i was shocked
not sure what i felt
joy and happiness, relief,and the anger
subsided for that moment

we talked, i rambled on more than you,
yet, amidst the silent moments
an intense tender look from you..
and i was in a place with no space and time
that i knew of
a time of wonderful comfort
such as i had known with you
yet, now, even in this strange circumstance,
i felt a sudden peace...a profound relaxation
all was well in my world

your words, your gestures, your touches
flew to my heart and soul and i melted
into a state beyond a really good meditation
and so, this night we wrapped around each other
eyes smiling love,skin upon skin, yours hot like fire
burning..arms grasping for words grasping for forgiveness
and so, many hours in this warm retreat
and then i knew you had to go,
my hands and heart still burning love
wondering, waiting....
waiting and wanting you !!!!!!!!!!

The passages of time at times seem slow and others fast
Matters not if the bells chime the electrical current that travels between us is built to last
It's true I occupy my body and my mind
Constantly I keep myself occupied throughout the day with things I find
Tis the night with you gone
I feel empty missing you, forlorn
You promised you'd return to me as the moon grows fuller
I grow tense & agitated the full moon shines upon the empty pathway I'm feeling bitter
Our royal bed feels cold & unwelcome
I toss & turn bolting awake as I hear a creek on the floor wondering if you have come
I miss you dearly
I feel lonely as the moonlight allows me to look into the night clearly
My hopes are still flying high
As I stand by the window expecting you into the nigh

Starry eyed I peer too closely at the heavens
and am cut by the blade of the moon.
My blood rises like the gushing tide,
effacing me like footprints from the sand.
Blue-penciled and abridged too far,
flashing dead/alive dead/alive dead/alive
my cat's purring like Schrödinger's, playfully
headbutting my hand to scratch her behind her ears.
She rolls over to expose her belly.
She wins.

I rub her terraqueous, sublunar belly,
where I could hear the sloshing
of milk, as it slowly churns into more catness.
Unlike us, cats never lose their integrity.
My cat's name is Luna, a carefree creature of the night
whose eyes light up like twin moons upon the bay.
I'm like a coyote caught in her high beams,
howling like a officiant at the Sangre de Cristo
Mountains which howls back in liturgical response.
The desert night always feels holy.

I don't need quantum mechanics to tell me there are
paradoxes in this life.
Man is God and God is man
and both bleed red, and what we should say is better left unsaid.
It is a full moon tonight, the loonies are out in force, and
emergency rooms are filling faster than a creek in a gully washer.
I double lock my doors and windows,
and hold Luna closer than ever.
It is not fear I feel, but awe.

As I held her in my embrace
Her arms wrapped around me
Her warm body against mine
Her hands caressing me

I felt a sweet sensation
A sensation my body never felt
I felt her soft kisses and tongue
For it was an angel to me God dealt

Starting at the top of my ear
My body shivered with bliss
Slowly moving down to my neck
We sat on the bed and began to kiss

My hands wrapped around her waist
Then slowly kissed her silky skin
Softly moving to those succulent breasts
My body tingled, my mind began to spin

Soon making love so pure and sweet
It had never felt so right
A distant, hidden fantasy of her
Never imagined it would happen that night

Eyes sparkling, she whispers
It's even better with my hair down
hands reaching behind her head
back arched, full breasts high
ringlets fall onto pale silken skin
warm  gold cascading over us

Legs spread she pins me down
her head a cloud her hair the rain
washing over me soft and gentle
lips like lightening strikes dancing
deftly wrapping me up in her web
wrapped tightly in her tresses

Perfection for your castle

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Wise to visit this talented man he is incredible

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