CAMELOT FANTASIES

One day the clouds part, and you realize that the sun will shine again, you will laugh again, and life will go on.
It's unexpected, something you never thought could happen again.
The pain is still there, settled into a corner, and I know I'll visit it again and again
But there is a place with light again.
Finally 

This is amazing!!  I love it!  Thank you Clay!

Merry Christmas Lady Doll

Wishing you much happiness

I'm so happy you joined us here at Camelot can't wait to see much more of your creative soul

Much love and light 💝

Today my soul cannot be quiet
Questions with no answers
A reality that only existed in my mind
How do you trust again?
Can we ever believe in anything when all your faith is destroyed?
I must fight to take the high road - I don't want the evil that came into my life to consume me.
Questions, but no answers.
Just let me have a little peace for a moment.

This is beautiful Lady Doll
We all are going through something of late

Much love and light

~Divine

It's ironic that my last post before this one was so full of hope...life seemed right again.  Finally.   Everything feels like an illusion now.    Thank you for reading - it's hard to share, still. 

My Beautiful Lady Doll

I understand
There is a certain vulnerability that evolves

Some days it's light and bright
And other days Dark with fright

It's part of our life path
Continual changes

Great to see you

Much love and light

~Divine

Trying to blame myself, but I can't shoulder this...
I stood beside you when the world closed in
I didn't flinch when things were the darkest
No more...
You want to be alone
You want to create a fantasy life where you feel powerful and invincible
It doesn't exist, but I'll let you chase it
Alone you will be
When you cry at night because there is no one there
Look in the mirror
My light will still shine, but it won't shine on you
The only light you will see is the harsh light of reality
Realizing that all the attention you get has to be paid for
Those women won't cherish the lines in your face, the dimples in your skin, your balding head
They will mask their disdain for you with their hands out for favors
You had someone who craved your touch, but you crave those who will shudder at the old man who wants to reclaim his youth.
I'll bask in who I am,  mindful that love and trust and commitment outlast youth and beauty, and are far more meaningful.
You will delude yourself for a while, but that harsh light will seek you out
Alone you want to be, alone you will be.