CAMELOT FANTASIES

No action
Is just as bad

Numb
Yet the tears are cascading
Making mascara trails down my cheeks
Little messages forwarning
Were delivered throughout the weeks
Overwhelmed to take heed
Perhaps fear prevented me
To embrace the silence
Souls need
To connect to the spirit world
Many times it's effortless
In times of grief
Fighting for balance
Searching for the opportunity
For relief
Heart is heavy
Inner sense knows
It's pain free
It's my ego self that misses them
Silence is the key
Inner sanctum sharing
Silence is the key

~Divine

Descriptive is your pain, with the sight ov your luved Devine.
Mentally in vain, with your description ov holding to time.
Within heart you shall gain, the beauty ov their minds.
Luv will never turn you insane, instead the beauty ov the lines.
Hold on to souls restraint, and live to display their designs.
Take care ov yourself my dear friend. Luv ya😚💋

Many beginnings lead to ultimate endings
Trust is a two way street
Watch those who claim friendship
When they value the relationship
Of your enemies
Far greater
Than words that seem sweeter
Fabricated truths
Are all lies
Instinct has spoken too many times
Wish I could just accept the bull ****
And put on the act that you are so amazing at
I'm not that good
Wearing my heart on my sleeve
Don't be surprised
When I stop caring
For there won't be any
Good byes

I will just disappear

~Divine

Standing here in shock
Watching the deep Hue of red
Dripping off the jagged edge of the blade
How many times did you stab me to the hilt
Gross words expressed by you
Expecting them all along
Malicious dread
I'm glad you chose the witches
You've been displaying them for
The past year
Bull **** lies
Psycho analysis
Fake tears
Thanks for nothing
Happy to walk away
Thank God
Tomorrow is a another day

~Divine

I'm very sorry to hear of your sad loss, Lady Divine & hope you are o.k. I finally managed to get on here & have a lot to catch up on. I can't get on my twitter now so will have more time to catch up. It's nice to be back but I'm sick of P.C. problems. I can't afford another P.C. though & only got 1 a year ago so I'll have to live with them or solve them the best I can.

Lady Ann thank you for your kind words.

I'm good.

I've decided I have to focus on things
I have desired to do

It's NOW

I use my phone for Twitter and Camelot.

I understand about PC
Can't recall the last time I used mine.

Happy to see you back.

Truly very happy.

Camelot is family.

Always much love and light

You're welcome, Lady Divine. I'm glad you're well. That's a good idea. I've missed everyone & am glad to be back.

Enough is enough
Finding out the truth
Has been rough
It's been facing me for weeks
For months
Took your words
To heart
Thinking back
I was warned from the start
The wounds have been festering
For quite some time
Oozing pus has been foaming
Mixed with blood
The stench causing me to gag
Vomit dying to spew
Stomach tumbling
Head is spinning
Fact is blatant
Past year is a blur
Frightful thought that as of today
We're through
Strange first things you wrote to me
Was you won't betray me

Strange, that your mind has guided you
To the direction I must seek
For betrayal has already taken place
You've stated it
With every trace

for the inclusion
Is a formidable conclusion

It was festering this wound
I was loving you
You were stringing me
Like a buffoon

Fools like me
May hurt
But will continue to love

Just dusting my feet
And walking away
Because tomorrow
Is a new day

~Divine