CAMELOT FANTASIES

Focus
It's never been about anyone
It's always been about me
Where I focus
Is where I'm forced
To commit
Positive or negative
There is an intense
Sense of freedom
Release and flow

~Divine

After a short while
You stop listening to the same story
You've heard thousands of times
Usually take an observant stance
Sit back let the actions speak
Those who care
Will actively reach out
Others as you listen
Tones are subject to alter
Nightmares persist
Dreams exist
Sometimes more answers
By taking a fist to a punching bag
Release permeates

Breathe
Just breathe
Fear sucks the big one

~Divine

Secret to talking
Is listening
Stare with amazement
As the air rustles
The newborn leaves
Of the trees
Sitting by your side
In silence
Enjoying natures
Seasonal changes
Breathing in the
Earths essence
Rebirth
Secret to listening
Is silence

~Divine

Freedom
Sometimes a choice
Many times
The shackles that keep us bound
Are constant thoughts
Slowing chained
Twisting & turning
Tightening
Without a sound
Relieving & removing
The chains
Every link
With every clink
Days to weeks
Cacophonous clanging
It's in the silence
When you're found

~Divine

He forgave
As they nailed him to the cross
Love is what he spread
As blood poured from his wounds

Forgiveness
Love is love ♥️

Travelling the roads
In the dark of night
Much harder with the waning of the moon
Stars are shining in the sky
Missing the moon as its shining its
Stream of light
It feels as though we're gliding through
The air
Sure footedness
Of my powerful mare
Matters not
Or why
In my heart I feel a sigh
My love my eyes are sore
They hurt for the time
We've spent apart
Even on this darkest of nights
We're travelling
Perhaps not by the speed of light
But swiftly and certainly
Anxious to be entwined
Into your arms
Where nothing else
Can compare

~Divine

It was in the silence
I heard your whispers
The loudest
It was in the audience
I cheered for you
I was the proudest
Your achievements are heralded
Standards much higher
Than other men
It's your super human heart
Where I give you my love
Often

~Divine

It's hard to say good bye
Clinging to a fallen friendship
Where I am the one who always
Works at the relationship
It is so hard
Observing how I receive lip service
Continually
Fervently hoping you mean what you say
Where you've told me
To trust you
It's hard to admit
I am wrong
For I'm not throwing away
Anything that you haven't done so already
It's hard to permit
Under the guise of friendship
Remaining a secret
I won't be a source of embarrassment
Many other factors are
Under false development
Recognizing that I wanted this
More than you did
I messed it up
Working hard to make it happen
Futile in ways morbid
It's so hard
To say good bye
Breaks my heart
Parts of me will die
Realization that your words
Will only tear me apart
Though the ache is felt
I've no more tears to cry
It's hard
But the time has come

Good bye

~Divine