CAMELOT FANTASIES

You are my inspiration
I chose you to love
I chose you from a thousand faces
I chose you from a million.

I am 10 thousand women all wrapped up in one
Facing all of the 10 thousand men in you

~Divine

An ache that wants to heal
The pain keeps shifting
Sparing no one on the journey
Dull, throbbing ache
That twitches with a fine jolt
Forcing me to feel
Deeper than I care
Stay and deal
Or run and bolt

~Divine

If you reached out to me
Would I grasp your hands with both of mine
If you called me
Would I let the phone ring
Could I stand face to face
Reject the feeling of feeling
Out of place
Standing inert knowing
The tear stain make my eye sting
No use remembering
All that I must forget

~Divine

Promises
Do not make promises
You can never keep
My words to you
Subliminally mastered
Sharing my soul
Watch it seep
Promises to a girl like me
Come out of the dream like state
They feel real
Words implied promises
Let down evolves
Is surreal

Do not speak the words
Show me your actions
This world is so fickle
One day I am your hot tamale
The next colder than an ice cream
Your fancy, I no longer tickle

Promises, do not make them
Bound souls
Forced love destroys all levels of emotions
Keep them

Promises, promises
Do not make them
Not to me

~Divine

On those quiet days
I have often wondered
If you think of me
As often as I think of you

~Divine

You blindsided me with words of love
Bodily sacked
Completely knocked over
With points of affection
Oblivious to the truest of intentions

~Divine

This poem is never ending
Just like us

~Divine