CAMELOT FANTASIES

I started this thread as a place for me to share a little of my poetic side. Although I currently write erotic romance stories, poetry will always have a huge hold on my heart. It is a way for all of us to get through, overcome, and share our pains and joys.

I hope you will all please feel free to share your own poetry here with me...

Here is a poem I wrote recently. I wanted to share it here with all of you who have been so kind, welcoming, and encouraging. We all have a past that no one knows about or has lived. This poem was a sort of therapy for me to write down.



Through the years I have walked and pondered;
Darkness and Light, in both I have wandered.
My strength has gone and my knees have been weak;
My tongue would get tied whenever I’d speak.
I look within myself and just want to cry;
To think of the chances I let pass me by.
I look to the heavens for guidance and direction;
I prayed for friendship, acceptance, and protection.
I think back on the horrors I have survived;
And I am thankful to have come out alive.
No one knows the roads that I have walked;
They all like to judge without me having a chance to talk.
They do not know the pain that I went through;
Oh lord, if they just only knew.
The sickness I've suffered and the terrible abuse;
The feeling within that I am of no use.
They know not the tears that I have shed;
Lying there, alone in my bed.
Memories are obstacles that still torture my mind;
So many times I wished that my memories were blind.
They do not know that I hide behind my smile;
That I have truly walked the extra mile.
Each word that I speak is straight from my heart;
How my friendship and acceptance to all is my own fresh start.
I wish no one would have to endure the past I have had;
That they never have a moment when they are down or sad.
I wish for all to live a life filled with nothing but glee;
So a much better world there would most assuredly be.

absolutely magical thread.


people will come to enjoy it a lot.