I think I have to do a better job of handling my own emotions. I was attacked so viciously at mtf that I developed relatively strong defensive mechanisms.
I have got to take this dynamic in a more constructive light. why let the fighting continue. somebody has to step back so everybody can cool off.
I started this "creative tennis sports images" place at tennis warehouse. I have had a few people come there only to attack me even though I have never known these people. I have never said a single word to them. they come out of woodwork.