CAMELOT FANTASIES

I am a very right brain person but I've been in jobs that require the activities of the left brain and for years, I'd wondered about that. Then all of a sudden it dawned on me that if I weren't in touch with the left brain then there wouldn't be any balance and I'd be a lot ... spacey, as they call it.

Though to be honest, I'd much rather practice spirituality than spend time with computers, analyze things, make money, plan things etc. and spend my time pleasuring myself all the time. And I am much more drawn to the former anyway - when I observe myself I notice it. I am much more creative and thoughtless (no thoughts in my head) when I spend time with myself. But spending time with people or doing mundane things in life or even posting on forums feels very routine and not at all creative. I do enjoy being on this forum since I can post and say all the things I love and care about without being interrupted too much.