CAMELOT FANTASIES

This is exactly how I feel, you just said it so much better. I often get irritated with my closest friends if they call me too much or want me to go somewhere. Especially if the activity is planned in advance. Spontaneous, I can do, but future planning for an activity isn't my cup of tea. I enjoy just being, doing what I want when I want to. And, of course, I enjoy talking with people who aren't always spouting unoriginal thoughts.

While at the fundamental level we are all the same, equal and one, on the surface we all tend to be different from each other and I believe that's how it was meant to be on this physical plane at least. It's just about learning about something from all possible aspects or angles of things. For example, when we look at a beautiful flower and even when it remains the same, we however perceive different beauty and meaning from the same flower and it's all because we all have different lives therefore different experiences so the flower doesn't represent the same beauty and meaning to all of us. I believe that's the purpose of it all anyway.

I really enjoy the fact that we are different from each other. I really like the sharp contrast of things of the same thing. The spiritual teachers that I follow, they say take everyone seriously because they are all part of your life for a reason. For example, even from the most difficult ones whom we, say, dislike inherently, we learn what not to do. So in a round about way whether we like certain people are not, we learn something from them. Life really feels like a big teacher or life guru if you will and the Earth really feels like a big school where we are constantly learning something from each other and from all the things that surround us. It just doesn't feel any other way.