I always am. I always wanted a horse as I've always found them aesthetically pleasing but never even got the chance to learn to ride never mind own 1. It really upsets me & gets me angry when people are cruel to them & they get ill because of it & some die unfortunately, especially as there are people who would love them & look after them well but never get a chance to own 1 like myself. I don't normally swear but in those cases I call people cruel 7-letter B-words.