CAMELOT FANTASIES

Painful watching them go down the path of destruction
The addiction has taken hold
Their recriminations stronger as the time passes longer
Blaming getting bold
You can see their thoughts spinning a new yarn
To get everyone in on the game
Which will never end well
For they continually blame
The pain has been too long
Pushing it down and watching it manifest into a critical illness
It’s perfectly clear I never belonged
My heart hurts to watch this unfold
Months, to years to decades of promises
Stating it’s good as gold
Watching the deterioration like the paint chipping from the walls
Rosy colored glasses ****
Doing their best to see through the shattered glass
Leaving me with no options
Never saw this coming to this way
The dread as life is showing me the dead
Knocking the thoughts out of my head
Trying so hard not to stay in bed
When the answers lead to the same path
No matter how we twist and turn the math

~Divine

Quote from: Divine Metamorphoses on May 05, 2024, 06:23:57 am

Quote from: DaddysKitten on May 04, 2024, 06:44:46 am

Quote from: Divine Metamorphoses on April 30, 2024, 06:07:31 am

She seemed so sweet and sincere
Her long sleeves hid the pain etched across her skin
Self mutilation to intensify the pain
That seared inside her
Sweet and young behind a fleeting smile
Blonde and blue eyed
Everyone just assumes everything falls to her feet with ease
But stop and look carefully into her eyes
See the pain
Watch the flicker of disdain with every word
Needing and wanting to destroy herself
Before anyone can do it to her

Don’t judge a book by its cover
You don’t know the pain that’s searing inside
The monster took over
Sweetness lost this round
Darkness swallowed her whole

~Divine

D this is hitting home! ThanQ 4 putting it in words I don’t no how.

If you ever need to talk, I’m here. 🤍

ThanQ!


Good reminder.