CAMELOT FANTASIES

I **** hate
Having to wait
On lawyers & cases
Their tenacity to prolong
Is a ploy
As is insurances
As they toy
With people's lives
Quick to make a buck
Charge **** fees
Unresponsive to your pleas
To come to a conclusion
Subterfuge has been the
Blame game
Woman adjuster dropped protocol
Yes
She **** dropped the ball
Overwhelmed by December 2013
Ice storm
My first ever claim
Week after week
Excuse after excuse
Emergency check
Arrived in June
Once I've put this all behind
I won't be blind to the blame game
For Shame and all the stalling tactics
I'll sit and recall
Laughter released
Echoing against the wall
Did I mention
How I **** hate bureaucracy
**** hate it

*sigh


That feels better
Pent up became explosive
Fuuuuuuuuuucccccccccccckkkkkkkk
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


~Divine

Social Media is a scream
A convoluted world of fantasy
For many housebound
Their heights of many dreams
Curious to see much of late
All those who propagate hate
Have created multiple twitter timelines
A new account each year for the last 7
It's their life of heaven
Truthfully I don't care how many you post
You block me in two
& follow me on three
Luckily to start an account it's free
Looking down your nose and judging me
Keep pointing with your finger
Your satisfaction will only linger
For a short while
You'll be following my lead
In style

~Divine

I'm giving it all I've got
That's a lot
I'm not giving up
I've always been a fighter
I compete with me
I am my biggest competitor
Fighting to be a better me
Than I was yesteryear
Regardless of the fear
That can cause that single tear
Moving baby steps
Forward
At times feels awkward
At other times secure
Unknown when trusted feels known
I've crossed this path before
Though slightly different
I'm willing to take a leap of faith
That's the change in me

~Divine

Breaking through the precipice
Splitting wide open
Digging through the dark realm
Fathomless echoes choking
Prodding & poking
Cautiously prior to taking the step
Sometimes dragging
At others a quick pep
Rupture of the fracture
Feels surreal
Aches & pains emoting real
Disappointing streams
Intermingled with the screams
Numbness seeps
Can't keep applying bandaids
For those who need to weep
When action shakes your foundation
Welcoming all facets
In all of your creations
Listen not to the naysayers
They act as though they understand
Segment for the players
Varied rhythms
Other sounds
Dark and light
Walk hand in hand
Under no ones command

~Divine

Gathered notes
Small pieces of paper
Gave them importance
Time and place
Appeared like little space
Took a piece of my strength
Multiple and varied length
Needed to be jolted out of my reverie
Petrified it solidified
Remnants of what I have called life
Along came the wondrous cat
Loved the shape of the paper bag
In moments spread out
All I held dear
Seconds later splayed all over the floor
Once he accomplished his task
Looked at me knowingly
And walked out the door

Lessons come
When one succumbs
Break away
From feeling numb

~Divine

Choosing to go home
Nothing arbitrary like a brick house
Or a penthouse suite
Way up high in the sky
Going home
It seems like a
Final destination
On this plane anyway
Year after year were convulsed
With fear
The unknown
When we watch a loved one die
Feeling the broken heart ache
Too many pills to take
Coping with with grief
Pain is intense
No relief

~Divine

Surrender to my imminent desires
Relinquish to your whisper
Requires an element of trust
Subsequently alternate Love with lust
My body is on fire
Ignited the flames with one single touch
Your finger swept along my spine orgasmic heights
My need for you expands to much
Evolving day to lascivious nights

~Divine

I recognized you when I first saw you
You did too
Fear overtook us both
Followed by ego
Destroyed chances of our unity
But divinity stepped in
Decided
We would meet again
And start all over again
Like strangers

~Divine