CAMELOT FANTASIES

Keep me rather in this cage, and feed me sparingly, if you dare. Anything that brings me closer to illness and the edge of death makes me more faithful. It is only when you make me suffer that I feel safe and secure. You should never have agreed to be a god for me if you were afraid to assume the duties of a god, and we know that they are not as tender as all that. You have already seen me cry. Now you must learn to relish my tears.

Beautiful is the cage self imposed for no one posted higher barriers than one does to themselves. Enclosed for fear destroys doubt debilitates anger is misguided. The abyss of ones heart can only be discovered if one is willing to first love themselves
It's true to be selfish in love of self only then can one truly express a live so profound and deep that all other loves will forever fall short
It's easy to point a finger of blame, must we forget that three point back.
What we state tis only a mirror facing our reflection of our own need to punish, lie, destruction of the one person we most need to express love, ourselves!
Treat you as you would your most loved and precious being then be open to welcome your greatest Love
Many blessings for I truly hope you find it x