CAMELOT FANTASIES

Well it's been a month to the day since I laid my 14 yr. old feline Bear to rest for unknown cause of internal bleeding, possibly kidney/liver failure. Some say that it must have been a hard decision to make.... Well no, not really, it was harder to let go of a pet that you shared a long time with. I miss her, her greetings at the door, her carefull steps as is crawling on top of my chest with nudges and kisses in the morning ....sometimes baring gifts (alive) before my morning coffee!
I still expect to see her curled up on the bed, on top of my pj's preheating them for me, or I catch a glimpse of something move in the corner of my eye, or, I hear her meow and think it's her. I even caught myself grabbing her food dish to feed her.
I think I'm okay mentally, I appreciated the time I had with her and I will keep memory of her in a special place in my heart for years to come.
Thank you for reading and allowing me to vent.

I understand how you must be feeling. Our dog was 18 when he went blind & deaf & his back legs went. I still miss him after 11 years. We had him since I was 7. He was so loving wanting a stroke all the time. He always listened & comforted you when something went wrong. He sat on your feet & put your hand over his head with his paw so you couldn't move & had to stroke him.

You're welcome. Of course you're not. Mine looked similar to this when he was getting older. I couldn't get a proper photo of him because he always turned round wanting a stroke so I found 1 similar. Your cat looked lovely.

Haha! Ours only stayed still if you were stroking him but he wanted to face you so had his back towards the camera.