See you later Clay! Lady Victoria, I do tend to beat myself up quite a lot at times. Part of it is caused by how I've been treated in the past. Part of it is I used to have an almost photographic memory until something really upset me. I've been getting back to normal for the last couple of years though. The other part of it is what I said about what I said about my eyes & I feel a fool when I can't read like I used to or misread things. Thank you very much for your encouragement & understanding. See you later!