I hope Lady Victoria feels better soon too Clay. I sometimes suffer from emotional difficulties too. I find reading Jane Eyre helps as Chapter 8 begins with "Why was I always brow-beaten, forever condemned?". I also find singing the songs end of the world & the rose help as end of the world contains the words "Why does my heart go on beating? Why do these eyes of mine cry? Don't they know it's the end of the world?" & the rose contains the words "When the night has been too lonely & the road has been too long & you think that life is only for the lucky & the strong". All these help because you realise you're not alone in how you feel.