CAMELOT FANTASIES

A TOUCH NEVER FELT


Author: Carola Dittmann McJunkin


How can you ache and crave for someone's touch
 When you have never felt it?
I do this for yours, though,
 And the yearning grows more each day

I have never wanted anything in my life
 As much as I want you
 When you whisper such sweet love
 In my ear when we talk

You make me melt into a puddle
 Of complete helplessness
 You have become my every waking thought
 And my every dream at night

I breathe in so hard
 Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk
 I close my eyes so tight
 Hoping when I open them you will be there

But I know I have to wait
 Until the time is right
 It seems so far away
 That I think I am losing my mind

I want to breathe in your scent
 And keep it with me all day long
 I want to taste your love for me
 By kissing your sweet lips

I want to feel your body next to me
 So when you leave for awhile I can hold on
 I just want you to know
 That I really do love you

When the day comes and we are together
 You will always know and feel this
 I will always hug, kiss and love you
 Every moment of the day and night

...You will never have another touch unfelt






ALL MY LIFE



Author: Raven


It was not so long ago
when I thought I'd never meet someone like you.
Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control
Believing I'd never fall.

All my life I thought no one would
melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold,
a heart hardened by the past,
protected by shields so vast.

Slowly I was falling
without even knowing.
Only to find out too late
I have no choice but to accept my fate.

I could dream, I suppose
forever, I could hope
there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny
so I wake up to reality.

I lied when I said
I didn't love you,
that my feelings for you
are through.

I lied
not because I wanted to
but because I love you
and I still do.

I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you
but I just have to let go.
I can't hold on much longer
'coz for us there's no forever.





Beautiful Dream


Author: Elisha Bancer



Like wings of a hummingbird
My heart flutters feverishly
My passion burning like fire
I feel heat where my lungs would be

From deep down in my soul
To the ends of every strand of hair
I quiver with excitement
Of the feeling of you being there

I close my eyes
And take you in
I smell your smell
I feel your skin

My fingers tremble
My toes begin to curl
My breathing heavy’s
My thoughts start to whirl

I reach out my hand
To touch your sweet lips
The thought of you near me
Makes my heartbeat skip

My hand swoops through the air
Like a hawk on its prey
I reach for you and feel for you
But to my hands dismay

There’s nothing there but dust and air
To grab and pull my way
I hold my breath and loosen my grip
My heart goes cold and gray

I fill my lungs with empty air
That’s cold and stings like ice
My heartbeat slows and the rhythm dies
And tears fall once, then twice

The hours, days and weeks of time
Cannot erase our love
That longing for your touch and kiss
Recreate all that I know of

My mind plays tricks, my eyes see you
I get caught up in what seems
The memory that I have of you
Creates the fantasy in my dreams

Even though I hate to wake
And find you nowhere near
If dreams are all I have of you
I’ll dream to feel you here.





BELIEVE IN YOUR HEART



Author: Unknown


Believe in your heart that
something wonderful is about to happen.
Love your life.
Believe in your own powers,
and your own potential,
and in your own innate goodness.
Wake every morning
with the awe of just being alive.
Discover each day the magnificent,
awesome beauty in the world.
Explore and embrace life in yourself
and in everyone you see each day.
Reach within to find your own specialness.
Amaze yourself and rouse those around you
to the potential of each new day.
Don't be afraid to admit
that you are less than perfect;
this is the essence of your humanity.
Let those who love you help you.
Trust enough to be able to take.
Look with hope to the horizon of today,
for today is all we truly have.
Live this day well.
Let a little sun out as well as in.
Create your own rainbows.
Be open to all your possibilities;
all possibilities and Miracles.