CAMELOT FANTASIES

Trying to find myself
Separate from you
For so long where I ended you began
My best friend, the hand always there to hold
I still reach for you, only to pull back as it hits me
It's hard to breath, impossible to think
I believed every word you said,
I trusted the feeling in your touch
Every dream we shared I worked for
Now nothing seems real anymore.
So many memories, etched in my heart
Cutting like sharp shards of glass
My hands shake
My heart pounds
My mind searches for some sign I missed
You've crushed me, and now I must find myself in the ashes.