CAMELOT FANTASIES

I'm so lost.
I'm so weak.
Everything I thought I once knew is now gone, its all down the drain.
I feel so alone.
I feel forgotten.
No one care for the way they make me feel anymore.
They treat me like a toy.
There when they want it.
Gone when they no longer need it.
Everything I do is useless to you.
You'll never see just how much I want you.
At times i find that to be a good thing for you'll have no need for me to be around.
I feel so used up.
I feel as though I have been chewed up and spit out by you.
You make me wonder if anyone has ever cared for me or if I've always been all alone.
I cannot keep to myself for much long.
I am about to explode.
But you wouldn't care.
"Oh well." you'd say.
So for that I say good-bye.