CAMELOT FANTASIES

Beautifully said Lady TT.  When you said, "I see my struggles as God perfecting me and I am grateful for the process," I almost cried.   Since my husband passed away, it seems all I've done is struggle....and I am a better person because of it. I saw how God manifested His presence in my life and my greatest reward is knowing that He loves me and that I have friends and family that surround me with love, support and encouragement.   

Thank you for those words Lady TT.  It really touched me.  Muah!

I totally understand, Carmen. My first husband died as well. I was actually fortunate to experience agape love with him, and in a poof, he was gone. It was the catalyst for me finding God and strengthening my relationship with him. Were it not for God I would not have made it. I know he saved me from the jaws of the enemy, because I have lost my will to live. So, nobody can tell me whether or not God exists and cares for us, because I have been brought from the brink too many times in my life.