CAMELOT FANTASIES

I cried uncontrollably the night you died
Didn't want to see you suffer
The struggle for you to be revived
Code blue was the repeated line
Each time you returned
They tried to keep you alive
Deep in my heart
I knew your wish was to go to the other side
Your desire to die in your home
Was as strong as your hold
Please understand a part of me believed
There was a different way
For it to unfold
Moments pass and I still cry a tear
Knowing how you held on out of fear
Particularly this past year

Sigh

You've visited me grateful for your presence
I feel your happiness
A part of me craves to be with you
In your idyllic heaven so true
Always know I love you too!

~Divine