CAMELOT FANTASIES

Numb
Have been crying this horrendous day
Confusion has eroded my brain
Shattering all I thought was real
To teeny tiny pieces
Since it's broken
There is no way to put it all together
Being the responsible one sucks
It **** sucks
Frustration that drowned me in the ink
Black dark
I'm drowning in everyone's cesspool
Grime is sticking to me
Like clothing glued on a hot humid night
As the air conditioner breaks down
There is no relief
None
Not caring whether I live or die
Unknown as to the tears that
Has smudged all my make up
The ache in my chest makes it hard to breathe
Gasping for air catatonic without a care
At this point reality has set in
Anything goes

~Divine