CAMELOT FANTASIES

Soothingly rocking back + forth
To ease the **** organ
That barely resembles a heart
Tonight I'm hurting
Tears have been cascading all day
I'm dead inside
Walking aimlessly through the streets
Every day this summer it's rained
Today when I craved it the most
The sun is shining brightly
Evidentiary proof written all over my face
I'm the outsider again
I don't fit in
I never have
My face is screwy as I'm crying
A car almost hit me
I'm not even trying
I'm dead inside
Shrivelled up and died
All bent up and out of shape
Continually cried
I'm dead inside


~Divine