CAMELOT FANTASIES

I feel you
Staring at me
From up in the sky

I hear you
Whispering
Inside my head
Telling me it's alright
That I don't need to cry

I know you
Are giving snippets
Of information
That I need to decipher

I want to
Pay attention
To all the nuances
Make the movies in my head
Make sense

I fear me
I'm at a place
Where fear has lost its hold on me
I don't really care

Breathing has been such a task
Tired of wearing this smiling mask
I've bumped into things
Confused that these feelings sting

A part of me is sad
Looking at it all unravel
I'm done
Finished

~Divine