CAMELOT FANTASIES

Confusing to conceptualize
Whether to Laugh or cry
Delving through the history
I don't miss him much
Sad to realize
His caustic behaviour
Appeared to come from authority
Playing a quick movie in my mind
Basic fact is certain
He was far from kind
Last 4 years of his life
His inability to ascertain
Time through night or day
Gave him the freedom
To turn from a grouch to a seemingly happy man
He was always a glass half empty kind of guy
Yet money was effortless
In the end what he cared for didn't matter
He would give it all up
To retrieve his health
To live with no aches and pains
Each morning the pain shattered
Illusions of what he thought was important
Things he aimed for
He constantly clamoured

What is slightly amusing
Is that you followed Nafsika
Celebrating her matrimonial anniversary
While you were celebrating the end of life

A few tear drops stained
My dewy  fresh cheeks
Wondering if he really thought
If it's power he gained

I realize it's not
Dementia set it
Most likely gracefully
His mean side was soon forgot
Smiles, constant smiles
Finally kindness is what I got
His last ten days was the quiet
Simpleness is what he sought

Thankfully he crossed to the other plane
Greeted by those he loved
His soul reconnected to them again
It's love that holds this soul
Eradicating all the futile emotions
For love is love
After all this time
His life line is whole

I can imagine now that you returned to love
Realization that all you thought was important
Never mattered
Enfolded in love
By those you fought the most
Yet craved his love
The most



R.I.P Uncle Aderfogami
I forgive you

~Divine