CAMELOT FANTASIES

Tears coursing  down my face
Are full of unspoken words
Drowning in imploding feelings
Inability to speak
Let alone string a bunch of words together
To share my thoughts
Monumental to strive for communication
Stressing the inability
Makes it even more
Of a Mountain then a molehill
Tough to get out
Ridiculously fearful to share
Deep down a shyness disturbs the balance
Knowing full well
The depth of feelings expressed in tears
Unwillingly understanding
What matters to her
There is no one
That truly cares

Why the tears emote
Speaking silently
For the choked up words

~Divine