CAMELOT FANTASIES

Plagued by the darkest of thoughts
Overthinking leads to an explosion
Of vicious cycles
Pounding of the head
Blurry vision
Infused with garbage
Of laying dead
Visualizations cramming the imagination
With constant scenes of devastation
Pressure so overwhelming
It’s hard to breathe
Trying to separate
Continual division of black thoughts
Sucking the life source
Into the deep abyss
Fighting to keep afloat
When all that’s felt
Is the deepest need
To die

I don’t know why

~Divine