CAMELOT FANTASIES

The ache so deep it’s tearing me apart
**** and pious are the wounds
Sharp breathe can’t ease the pain
Tingling sensations across my hands and fingertips
Numbness prevails
Catatonic from the catastrophic
There were inaudible sounds
Some screeching while other beseeching
Broken is the heart
Lamenting over those I thought were amiable
Only to see with clarity
The continual stabbing that has taken place
Wounds are bleeding
Blue red hue oh how I sometimes wish they would re create it as the perfect shade of lipstick
Blue red hue staining clothes and pale skin
Glistening vibrant against the white
Absorbed by the black clothing
I’m not at all interested in the race
I’ve won
Cause I don’t give a bloody damn
Pushed me in the corner
Didn’t need to fight my way out
I just stopped caring
It’s worse than the screams
It’s void of feeling
It’s clear cut
Good bye

~Divine