CAMELOT FANTASIES

Aches to breath the absence of you
The fights still fresh on repeat
Each word and action imprinted ugly in my mind
Still feeling blue
Anger still igniting the fire of desire
Shame flows through my body
Not fully comprehending my need to be with you
Scars are evident on the surface of my skin
Yet my heart continues to ache
For youre absence
And I’m replaying over again
The need I feel for you
Yet disgust emanates through every sinew of every aching muscle
Watching the swelling of the sprain
The darkening black of the bruise
Reminder of this salacious malicious game
Shocked that I’m a willing player
Wanting more
Of you

~Divine