CAMELOT FANTASIES

Plagued with the disposition of dislike
Retaliation isn’t then key
Thought of you as a mentor
Garnered respect beyond like
Unfortunate how after all this time I’ve come to see
 Veils of curtains run with lies
Piled on like a barricade
Walls of boundaries are now sky high
Built deep inside
And the disappointment has elevated
Constantly asking why
Karmic debt is over yet
No wonder you’re unable to look me in the eye
Nor speak the word, convey the lie
Yet look away
I’ll stop asking why
Just deal with it on the outside
Stop the opportunistic ways
I’ve calmed down enough
Formulated my thoughts
So I’m clear with what I have to say
Look him in the eye
Not on a pedestal
Focus on the fidgeting and the inevitable cough
A giveaway that’s concise and clear
For once I held you dear
And now I’ll hold you near
To prevent more of your deceitful ways
Once it’s said and done
It will all conclude
I will dust my feet and walk away

~Divine