CAMELOT FANTASIES

The secret pain that was hidden so well
The shame and guilt spewed inside
Overthinking where inner demons dwell
Evil thoughts eat you alive, can’t subside
Drugs and alcohol numb the feelings
Blame game happens
Needing to runaway
From the feelings
Never understood the issues that blew up into a fight
Arguments and screaming
I’m wrong you’re right
You’re right I’m wrong
Bottom line we’re all at fault
It’s the pain of feeling unloved
When love is only the answer
We keep searching the for pain
That’s not so secret

~Divine